✿ 솜사탕

Holding your hand in the warm sunshine
We sing Lalalala as we go on our sweet date
One spoon of sugar with your heart
And before I know it, my heart has become as big as a cloud
Youre like cotton candy, My heart melts
Just looking at your fluffy face makes me melt
What if I blow and you fly away, what if I touch you and you melt
Im so disappointed when you disappear with the blink of an eye
Youre like cotton candy, You melt on my lips
Should I fly away with you, our lips gently touching
Youre like cotton candy, my heart melts
Just looking at your fluffy face makes me melt
The tip of my nose is tingly tingly, because I like you
Youre like cotton candy
Youre like cotton candy, You melt on my lips
Should I fly away with you, our lips gently touching
Youre like cotton candy, my heart melts
Just looking at your fluffy face makes me melt
I melt, I melt

a very very relating song believe me!
I wasn't lokking forward to it because I din't thought of member of Big Bang can sing such soothing song ><

✿ wanderlust

can't wait to get new ♥ next next week

thank you, baobei.

you cannot imagine how excited I was

I shouted like nobody business when he showed me on webcam

mum paid for the first

great, but still have to save money!

I will want the second, the third, the fourth continuously

bear with me

I feel embarrassed to ask people help me to get things

should learn how to buy online

first, I need an bank account

don't laugh, I don't have this habit to save money into bank bah ish!

why?

why Taiwan got EVERYTHING I want?

why Sabah so lousy?

✿ apperception

things to do today:
1. get up
2. survive (by killing the zombies behind my backyard)
3. go back to bed

oh crazy, at least do assignment and read some books, Doris Kung
don't waste your holidays like this!
alright, k I get it.

昨天，
人总是犯贱，越不可能拥有的，越想拥有。
今天，
可是梦醒了，就要面对现实。不属于我的我不要，宁愿等属于我的出现。

为什么人要矛盾？
Breath and let go, even you know it will never comes to you.

✿ pressie

we were eating ice-cream, wifi-ing, facebook-ing, doing assignment, playing Plants vs Zombies early in the morning at Museum Cafe

Xueyee was reading my new bought book =)

told you the book is nice!

class started at 1145am-1245pm

that's why we choose to waste our time at the cafe instead of classroom

and guess what I was doing?

I was waiting for my cds and souvenir from Chua Hong Tee

he is back from Taiwan

ignore the cds because I paid for them haha

my darling Show Luo is so cool!!!

awwwww~

I din't expect he will get a very big and chio Stitch's keychain for me

不怪的你今天特别帅 哈哈哈哈哈

Charles is getting me the Spongebob X Stage Skull SB Tee I want from Vancouver

of course lar not FOC, gila meh!

pricey you know?

I kept considering and discussing with him whether I should or shouldn't buy

then at last I decided to buy at least one piece of Stage tee in my life

hopefully there is available stock

otherwise I will cry die die ='(

✿ the journey must go on!

customer service class had been canceled due to Mr.Yeo is resigned

no more cold jokes ><

he is actually a nice lecturer, wondering who will be our new lecturer

called Lawrence and asked him no need to rush back to college

then I decided to go Centre Point alone

went up straight to Popular Bookstore and get myself the book as shown above

walked around the bookstore before I pay for the book

headed down to Secret Recipe for my ''self hi-tea'' section

ordered drink and start reading the book I bought

it's a very interesting book I can tell

the author is from Sabah, Malaysia too

her blog>> click
she even opened a cozy home style lodge for backpackers in Jeju island, Korean

I am going to make her my idol from now on

goddamn jealous she can travel over 50 countries by herself

my mum will never let me to do this, even with friends

yeah mum again ==''

just wait and see, I will travel all by my own in one day after I get a job
this is a promise for myself


YOU CAN DO IT, DORIS KUNG!

✿ 找到了

an extremely blessed week I had last week
everything seemed so smooth for me
Lawrence knows why hahahaha
hey bro, see I told u almost everything
don't say I ''fat hao'' ok?
it hurts XD

17days later
I will be in China again
hopefully I get to meet up with Charles before my trip
and of course my Irene Chua
this little girl is really hard to date her out
I've been booking her since 2 months ago?

planning to get myself a STAGE tee
I know my mum will never let me buy online
but but but
haahahhaha I will make use of Chua Hong Tee when he is back from Taiwan
dayem the Spongebob design is so adorable uber chio

✿ patient

先讲明　如果这没有针对谁是骗你的

请自己对好入座

写中文我比较好表达　

我不懂　为什么你父母赐给你的双耳你不好好利用

观察你很久了　发现你每次讲师讲什么你都没有专心听

有时还用很不礼貌的语气要他再重复一次

知道吗　有时他已经重复第二遍了

如果你哪里不懂　我很欢迎你来问我　

偶尔　不要每次

可是如果是你没有专心听课　后果拜托请自负

顶　我脾气一向不好　目前在改进中

所以我逼着自己去忍耐　避免火山爆发

也因为你是我的同学　我会忍

还有

我不是神童　不是所有一切我都知道

我善用父母给我的嘴巴　去发问　我的耳朵　去聆听

不要什么都问我　很烦　知道吗

✿ 沈先生

guess what?
I met the Shanghai men at terminal again just now!
We were glad to see each other again
He even left his number for me because I told him I might go to Shanghai this coming Chinese New Year
you can't imagine how happy I were
It's incredibly awesome!
he took photos with us, and of course
I took out my cellphone to take picture with him too

I'm not bluffing
I do really think I will be a really good tour guide or tour leader in the future
hahahahaha

✿ 烦

is doing business report now in student rest room

squeezing my brain juice to decide the questions for questionnaires

just now I was a little bit fed up at someone

I just don't get it

why he can still calling me almost every morning to ask where our class is, what time our class is

I did gave everyone the timetable with which classroom we are using on it,

one more thing about the cs3 classroom today

I did announced which classroom we are using yesterday, either Cempaka or Teratai

you heard what I said, everyone heard what i said

can you make use of the timetable and listen carefully to lecturer about the change and stuffs?

what for I waste my time to type and print out the timetable for you guys?

sheeesh

planning to combo movies tomorrow

Haunted Universities, Legion and Tooth Fairy

[edit]

I did a great job just now

helped a Shanghai tourist and his family to find a bus to Tanjung Aru

but they switched to another more suitable bus at the end

I felt really happy and proud of myself when he said thank you to me with a smiling face

even I'm still not professional in Tourism

at least in this minute I manage to help tourists using the knowledge I learned

[/edit]

✿ fun

class was fun today

especially during Moral class

Malcom! Don't simply hit my head next time hahaha

you know the consequences

ps I'M EVIL~~~

I will take revenge during class I tell you!

I bet today's class was very fun for you right?

Hope you enjoy it XD

going to do start doing my assignments tomorrow

I'll not procrastinate no more

one more thing,

should I use my angpau money to buy Ipod Nano?

I really want one ><

✿ book

omfg I think I've just bought a wrong book

history-like novel is seriously not my type

my english standard is still way too far, I can tell

dayem I should stop murmuring and do the reading

what can do? I cannot dump it aside

I paid for it, I mean my mum yang paid for it 頂我個肺

It might take gazillion years for me to finish this book ==''

LESSON LEARNED//

never judge a book by its cover, and its title

ps I have applied for Popular bookstore member card =)

✿ call

another crazy,energetic night I had yesterday

broke my own record again by going home at 3am

then woke up at 6am, rolled on my bed untill 8am

and here I am, blogging =)

I kinda like night life now, not the clubbing night life I mean

talk-cock-ing at cafe, playing L4D2 in the midnight with friends could be fun sometimes

around 5pm, Eling came and picked me up to her house

we played Lami since we had enough kakis

mind me, I'm always a noob when it comes to these symbols - ♦♠♥♣

headed to Growball at 6pm

met up with Chan, Raymond, Abin and Nathaniel

Jason was the boss, he spent us for the movie

''Woohoo 大日子'' semua full house ==''

so we watched ''The Spy Next Door''

it's a must watch movie! lmao

saw Abby, Ryan, and Marilyn too

Frenz Cafe next

we gossiped everything hahahaha

past tense, present tense and future tense

it was fun =)

L4D2 after that

I texted my cousin, Tony when we were still in cafe

to ask how was him lately

then yadaa yadaa yadaa he asked where were me

no doubt I told him about everything

and I won't be home before 2am

140am he called, for the very first time in his life and my life hahaaha

ps he is living in Kuching, yet he still called me in the middle of night

warned me not to hang out till so late

I finally know the feeling of ''brother-ly love''

awwwwww

gor, I'm good girl bah! I still sleep early almost everyday XD

remember? I told you before that I am a geek right?

Which means night life is not my stuff at all

我已经长大了，会好好照顾自己的.

I bet I've made him kinda speechless yesterday

pss my english is back to ''limited company level'' when I stop reading book fml

psss dayem Chua Hong Tee is currently enjoying his happy happy holidays in Taiwan. I'm jealous!

✿ pain

我觉得很累 真的很累

从来没有这样过

就算以前面对怎样重要的考试 我都会笑看一切

可是现在

我在乎 不再幼稚的做事

可是身边有些人 却...

算了

做好自己本分就好了

有利于自己的 不要犹豫

别人的想法 不关我的事

today was really awful for me

not only today, this whole week

headachey and so tired

I tried so hard to focus in class

my head was bursting

they said I look down and gloomy

sorry guys, I don't feel like talking recently

it's friday

finally, I can rest for a while now

my 3rd semester schedule is packed

class everyday fml

✿ save me

assignments drive me crazy
we rushed 2 today
do you think it's fun?
no hell no!

they are watching Sex Drive now
lame movie, again.
you can see men PRIVATE PART inside ==''
haha they got high, but I don't

boring
other than that, nothing fml

✿ recess

currently enjoy my lovely recess surfing the net

since I bring my broadband along, I don't want snatch the wifi service with others

everyone is facebook-ing around me, and Merle is commenting my status hahaha

I din't have my lunch, no appetite

Lawrence is on the way

I'm going to split everything out to him

erhem not confession alright hehe

just friend's talk

edit//
we talked,
but not much he could advice
poor me please stop thinking about the icky matter
impossible ok Doris Kung!
Thanks, buddy
for everything!

✿ craps

crap! my life is not as yummy as the cupcakes above

this post suppose to be finished this afternoon

but I'm confusing

about something 'abnormal'

yea for me that matter is ABNORMAL

it's icky!!!

dayem I need to talk with my buddy, Lawrence about this

I have to get rid of it!

yes I told him I NEED to talk with him, how weird

alright back to school's topics

let's clap your hands~

huge assignment given for EVERY subjects

no kidding man

business reports, interview, research about airports, bla bla bla

and probably,

there are MORE coming soon

screwed screwed screwed

everything is screwed!

ok I'm not complaining here

this is what I want for

so I will try my best to do it

achieve it haha

✿ reality

this might sound crazy, I know

but somehow this idea just pop out from my mind

''let's go to the island, ALONE.''

nah I know, I should stop thinking about this

concentrate on my studies is more important than anything

I can go wherever I want after I get a stable job

fyi, I'm currently study Diploma in Tourism Management

and one year more later, Certificate in Basic Tourist Guide will be the next

some people said,

唉呀，做旅游的赚不多钱！

oh, come on

I don't dream impractical dream

I know this is what I want

you see, people out there work so hard for their whole life

but they don't even have a chance to travel

what for?

this job, tour leader, does't really earn money

so? at least I get to go different countries few times in a year

right?

nevermind,

ignore me

I'm just too bored haha

✿ shh

will off to bed right away after post this

I'm sick, again

plus menstrual pain.

let's see, I'm not going to talk about my ''first'' day of class

I've complained a lot about this in facebook.

confusing, not organised, and what can I say?

FML

combo-ed 2 horrow movies just now

Paranornal Activity sucks

go watch it if you have insomnia problem

Ju-On, confusing as always

the best part was only when I see my Seito ♥

too adorable to ignore

end of story

ps. I got A3 for communication skils, B1 for financial =)

✿ way to go

seriously, Tumblr rocks
I can follow people who post nice pictures and meaningful quote
you can see I've put something at my sidebar
I copied it down from Tumblr
some I can handle, but still there are 4 things I need to learn and master them
distinguish sense from nonsense, accept change as inevitable, admit mistakes and be calm

glad to hear from friends that my english is improved
nah I still talk rojak language lmao
I do take it serious and put effort in master my english
kinda regret din't learn properly in high school
never mind I read Essential English Usage & Grammar, learn by reading books and even by reading blogs (envy-not, charleschua, xiaxue and cheeserland)

it helps I swear

craving for horrow movie now

should I combo JU-ON and Paranormal Activity tomorrow alone?

hehehehhehehehe

✿ dear friend

do you think I really want to ke poh about people?

I don't even give a shit to them

telling you it's not a good idea not to attend classes tomorrow

first day of class is really important to give good image to your lecturer

IS FOR YOUR OWN FUTURE SAKE

since you said you've your plan and reason bla bla bla

fine I will leave you alone and stop nagging like I'm mother of yours

p/s you have to learn this seriously, ask your lecturer or senior-in-charge bout everything in college, not your friend or even me

i know you are trying hard to earn money so that you can meet up with your girl friend in Australia

but do you ever think that what can you give her if you don't have a good future?

study now can give you and her a BETTER future than what you can give her now

or you don't think you and her can last long? sarcastic enough.

my words maybe harsh but think about it

and don't ever say this to me

'' i'm not like you everyday stay at home''

first, where do you expect me to go? work? I also want what. but I have family trip to Sarawak and I have this serious family issue to deal with. Which boss is so kind-hearted to hire a worker on leave for so long?

second, I stay at home not only eat, shit, sleep and online. I did revision and read english book to improve my lousy english so that I can talk confidently in front of everyone and my future customers.

third, my house only got one car and my mum need to use it. yea you also can blame me not taking license. I admit it I lazy fat ass and I don't give excuses for this.

you said that you accept what I am

you know I don't hide my emotion

that's why I'm here telling you the truth and not only because that is my opinion

accept it or not it's up to you now

rest well

you also know i always be here when you need me

✿ geek

since orientation is none of my business

I've been told I can not to go school by senior

and now I am chatting with my long-time-no-contact cousin

fyi he is now in somewhere in west Malaysia

still remember the first and the last time i saw him in Kuching is when i was 8

I can remember clearly I followed wherever he goes *shy*

look forward to see him again

Tony, must deal with yiyi k?

I will bring you to islands, eat lamb stay XD

finished Hunted.

Imma vampyre story geek ♥

✿ free time

so yeah, finally Eling is back to KK again

I was hoping someone would drag me out from home to play L4D2

and then the next minute Eling asked me out to play oh-my-mama heaven L4D2

witches, boomers, hunters and bla bla bla

I seriously have to improve my lousy skills so I won't pull my team mates' leg ><

after 3 or 4 rounds

Cantik and Jason brought us to Haha Pub at Lintas

yea yea I drank one and a half cup

I was not sure whether i should drink or not

because I am allergic to red wine before

but Eling asked my to try beer, maybe theres no problem for me to drink beer

and we played cards

I know I know, I know I suck

only know how to play ''21 points'' and ''heart attack''

so Jason taught me how to play ''cho-dai- D''

he was like teaching a kindergarden kid how to read ==''

but we had fun after all still

I won a round and he couldn't even accept the fact XD

went home around 130am

bathed then headed to bed

oh, my msn is working again =)