c a m ♥

say cheeeeese =)

当初 ♥

我不懂
是否是自己的思维正在改变

以前的我
不喜欢上学
不喜欢上课
现在的我
觉得上学很踏实
觉得上课很有趣

以前的我
被别人讽刺
别人把我当笑话
我都OK
现在的我
学会反击
学会自我保护

以前的我
总是无所谓
现在的我
学会为自己争取

是好是坏
谁来告诉我

我不找你 你会来找我吗
心里一直有这个想法
新朋友比旧朋友还要了解我
没有喜新厌旧的意思 我不是那种人
这只是个想法而已

幹 !

click to enlarge

i'm talking about someone now
the image already state it clear
you can know who is he from there

我没有很成熟
可是至少我没有那么幼稚
你已经3次踩过界
我已经忍无可忍了


人家的relationship status 你也要管
人家已经被复杂的感情问题困扰
你还要补一枪
你到底懂不懂有些玩笑开不得
至少我会祝福别人
而不是取笑别人

如果你觉得无聊没事做
我拜托你挖个洞把自己埋进去

或许你们会觉得我小气
可是他是严重侵犯了我的容忍度
请适可而止
如果可以
我一定面对面给你刮下去
在FB不指名道姓是给你面子
不是我没种
去问问别人
我现在有几带种！
幹！

스 기 니 ♥

i will have their skinny legs one day
도리스 , 파이팅 !

26062009 ♥

nothing much happen as usual
school + yam cha + day dreaming
lunch-ed with Tee
just both of us
Vincent and Jeremiah went back home
i'm in love with Museum Cafe atmosphere
very classic and the lady boss is friendly

BM class was alright
the 关我屁事 joke is funny
i couldn't stop laughing when i think of this joke

Michelle darling
thanks for the ride
you know i love you =)

Cassandra came to pick me up at Damai
we headed to City Mall
she went to gym and i went to Popular
had a talk with Lawrence
seems like everything is fine around you
make sure you spend me drink after you come back from KL alright?

i am worrying
are you ok?
u seriously need someone to talk with
please dont mind to call me

e t u d e ♥

another nice song from SNSD not-yet-debut latest mini album
i want to see whether someone is going to post this up after me
it's too obvious, darling

粗 ♥

鸡蛋糕！
这是第N次讲师把class取消
今天还一整天不上课
我还4千块一个学期不是来学shopping学喝茶学吹水
你们老师有事关我们什么屁事
我们没有去上课你们可以对我们的conduct动手脚
那你们不上课我们是不是也可以拿你们的薪水开刀
将心比心 PLEASE
拜托如果要取消请早点通知
身为师长连这3个简单的字 负责任 都不懂吗？

FCUK!
我要投诉
我要上课

相 ♥

random school life
venue : College library, Nabalu cafe, Wisma Merdeka, Coffee Bean, Borneo cafe
activities : lunch, role play discussion, yamcha section

伤 ♥

我不想讨厌他
至少到最后 他没有选择对我撒谎
朋友 大家还是朋友

最近
我感受到朋友们的 爱护 守护 支持
你们让我觉得 我不缺爱

爱情
很可恶

雄
i want you to be happy
you are a good guy now
think clearly what you want actually
u can tell me anything
i will always be there for you

G E N I E ♥

for god sake my girls all look so good in this 2nd mini album
especially my darling Yoona
don't you think so?
I WANT JESSY long hair!
give me back my long hair!

b a s t a r d ♥

如果选择相信的结果是这样，
那我宁愿从此不再相信。

为什么我得经历这些？
我只想好好恋爱
你把我的信心建立起
你也把它摧毁

朋友
我爱你们
我不会再让你们担心了
我很好

Kokol hill day trip ♥

before i post about the Kokol Hill day trip
i would like to say THANK YOU to my 2 darlings
Irene Chua,
you are so great yet so cute
i know you always care about me
and always want me to be myself
no worries
im ok, honey
Charles Chua,
The most handsome boy on earth
thanks for everything
you know you love me =)
remember my chocolate ok?
hahahahahahahahha


as usual
i provide photos
fee provides the post
fee's blog

问题 ♥

我讨厌那个总是懦弱的自己
我讨厌那个总是口不对心的自己
我讨厌那个不果断地自己
我讨厌那个那颗总是那么容易被霸占的心

我明明心动了
我明明感动了
就因为我讨厌我自己
我拒绝了
失败失败还是失败
我没勇气
我没自信
我不完美
我何德何能得到别人的爱戴

我不懂你愿意为我付出的到底有多真实
可是我的确被感动了
为什么我不能感觉对了就在一起
为什么我要在乎那么多
为什么我不能接受他的全部

我坏透了
对不起

好人卡 ♥

for you..

i do really like you
you are so nice and sweet, honey
thanks for liking me
thanks for not forcing me
thanks for willing to learn chinese for me
thanks for everything
i appreciate a lot
you are just too good
except ''you know what''
but i don't deserve it
i am still not ready to start a relationship yet
i would like to know you more if you are willing to
can i?

eling..
you are always my BFF
thanks for being such a good listener and best friend of mine
even you are in Aussie now
you still call me and listen to my ''rubbish''
it's really too hard for me to face this kind of stuff
you know that my heart is weak
i feel so bad right now
i guess i will regret with this decision

fee..
thanks for being with me when eling is not around
and willing to share my hapiness
i love you =)

nanni and tee
thanks for supporting me
your tolerance make me feel warm
i love you guys

lawrence,
you are so good
even if you need to pak toh with gf
you still reply my texts and give me advices
support me always no matter what
i wish you all the best with you gf
i love you, as a friend

chong,
thanks for all the advices
you really know me well
even if we just knew each other for weeks
i don't want to see you putting a '' i -still-miss-her'' expression on your face everytime

what can do?
I AM SUCK!
I AM BITCH!
I AM RANDOM!
I AM NOBODY!

I FEEL SO BAD!!!!!

shoot me puh-leaseee ♥

i love to go college
the classmates are friendly and talkative
love it when everyone calling each other Darling, Sayang and Honey =)
i shared the chocolate that shareen bought from Aussie to all of my classmates
awww Von and Vincent haven't try yet
habis sudah bar sayang

went to buy present for ian's baby sister
i can't get any nice present in Wisma
so i just simply choose since Nanni said the soft toy looks nice
had lunch at the famous hong kong porridge shop
with Nanni, Jeremiah, Tee and Vincent
Vincent did not talk much like usual
but sometimes his jokes really can make us freeze

back to Nabalu cafe for the discussion
i felt moody in a sudden
for no reason ==''
this is weird
they all were worried about me
especially Malcom
he is such a sweet guy =)
keep asking me not to sad, smile
you guys make me feel warm
sorry guys
i didn't mean to skip anyone of you
just don't feel like talking

Chong
just let her go
not worth you know
i know its not easy but can you just try?
thanks for advices by the way
but i think i've stepped into the trap
what can do?
my heart is weak
people can easily come into my heart without my knowing
i just want to know whether he is serious in this relationship or not
i don't want to get hurt anymore
you know lar about my first love stuff
i don't know what can i do now
suffering and confusing
just shoot me, honey

me love ♥

school was fun
i love Mr.Ramesh's class
very interesting and funny

had lunch with my gang
gossip-ed around
then went to Nabalu Cafe for role plays discussion
Ian came to find me
with Abin, Raymond and Fadhli
sorry guys
i feel guilty to dumped my group members bar

after discussion
headed to TTSS to find FeeFee
saw my dear Jonathan
long time no see you become cuter lar!
spend you Yoyo again next time alright?
i miss Amy Lee!

back to Wisma to meet Shareen
Thanks for the chocolate
love you!

text-ed with him all day long
until my phone is out of battery again
dad is going to shoot me if he saw the phone bill XD

l o v e ♥

*i took this long time ago*

something happened in a sudden yesterday night while i was chatting with him
seriously i don't know how should i react lar
it was the first time
FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE OK!
and i dare to face you bar no worry =)
its not a bad thing thou

i told shareen about this and she was like
''yerrr don't make me jealous eh!''
jealous for what oh?
lols just wait and see
when you transform to a woman successfully
im sure you will have one too hahahha

eling bar
i need you so much to be with me now
i need your opinions and so on
i need you every time but due to the time difference
we can't talk much
i can't wait until the day you come back to Malaysia
you don't know how much i need you!

i've changed my blog link
so embarrasing lar my college friends view my blog
my broken english punya toh soi
to those who want to link/relink me
PLEASE DON'T
i beg you =)

c a f e ♥

college life is getting busier each day
role play, part of speech, assignment, laporan etc
i cannot act like what i did before in secondary school
this is about my future
have to put more efforts now in my studies

i went to school early in the morning to do my INTHI assignment
suppose to go school at 230pm actually
waiting the time to pass in the library
headed to Borneo Kopitiam with XueYee to meet her classmates
suprisingly the enviroment of the Kopitiam is nice
i will snap some photos for you all next time
forgot to bring my camera today

most of us din't find the part of speech notes
so Ms.Freda punished us to sing Twinkle little star with actions
so embarassing you know?

after school Ian walked me to library
Ian Loo! the nike shoes we both have is a female shoes!
and and and and and!
don't use the handphone straps we both have!
hahahahahahaha


i think...
nothing lar...

수영 ♥

went to Sutera Harbour with 은지 and 할머니 after tuition
Teacher Jina's friend came to pick us up
met 2 korean little girls
단금 and 수정
wow they can speak chinese very well
i din't swim
just took some photos of them and went for a walk at the sea side
the small beach in Sutera is so clean
even nicer than Pulau Manukan

Sutera's jetty

Magellen swimming pool
a lot of koreans around
sorry no hot guys ><

할머니

은지

i love this photo the most

very natural =)

단금

수정's big head XD

Magellen sea side
the sea is awesome right?

은지

단금

수정

something or nothing ♥

11.06.2009
no evening class AGAIN!
i want to report this school seriously
had lunch with Tee, Jeremiah and Fee
Ian Goh Ee An was late
view Fee's blog for posts
i will just let the photos do the talking

korean story books are interesting

12.06.2009
i always love the water fountain in front of my college

KCC international food fair

role play presentation discussion
Jeremiah the script writer

the twins
siti sahara and siti fatimah

joyce