December 26, 2010

transformation in progress



gonna make some changes on myself
first of all, dye my hair using liese bubble hair dye, either in chestnut brown or platinum beige if this colour is available here in kk
as you all know, how ''advanced'' kk is
then get an ear piercing, but obviously i'm not going to pierce on my earlobe
still figuring out where to pierce tho
lastly, an inspirational quote ink on my clavicle, not exactly on it but maybe below it?
i already have my mind what to ink
so we shall see again after i decide with the tattooist

a brand new year
a brand new change
i want to change everything
been through a lot this year
suckiest year ever
but of course i won't change my inner part
except some bad habits i must get rid with
imma work harder, study hard like real hard for my last semester, care lesser on particular matters since after all it doesn't matter anymore
you don't fucking break your own promises again DORIS KUNG!

December 25, 2010

blessed christmas

after had a awesome long talk this morning with mimi
i never felt this great before
she is putting effort on me
and trying to be understanding as i'm still a teenager
thanks again for sponsoring my outfit for new year eve
perhaps you can get me the NIKE YELLOW POLKA DOT DUNK HIGH too?
ohhh i'm being greedy again haha!

what i had promised,
i'm doing fine right now
i'm slowly pulling myself back together again
cheers
thanks Jesus for hearing my prayers
December 24, 2010
寂寞不痛 痛在念舊
越小的事越多的感受
時間像笨小偷把幸福打破
留下了碎片讓人難過

寂寞不痛 痛在做夢
幻想當你自由膩了以後
會來激動吻我用愛悔過
做醒不來的夢

别人像你的举动
一起去过的地方
一起做过的事情
一起吵着要吃的食物
你让我听的歌
电脑里备份着的聊天记录
删不掉
狠狠地删去电话里的讯息
已经痛得我撕心裂肺

时间 希望真的如此厉害
成全我脆弱的心灵
你什么也没做
只是我该死地去做梦
没关系
我很好 真的 假的
December 09, 2010
我宁愿自己酒后乱性
也不要一次又一次地酒后忘这个忘那个
im so going to deal with dad personally
whats wrong with my brain?
im so doomed this time!
the very 3rd times in this year
 

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