lack of love

讨厌那个没有勇气的自己
害怕放胆去爱
害怕被拒绝的伤害
别人可以那么简单地把爱说出来
为什么我不可以

原来自己的妒嫉心是那么地恐怖
我不喜欢这样的自己
人人在我面前恩恩爱爱地走过
为什么我却没有
噢对 我缺爱 ==''

不要想我 ♥

很久没好好来个更新
不用担心 我很好
学院的生活比我想象中好很多很多
和同学之间的相处也很OK
他们真的很棒！

我现在穿去上课的校服
不同人有不同的意见
M 和 A 说我不再可爱了
不像原本的我
我还是我啊
一样疯疯癫癫
V 说瘦一点更好看
我已经在努力了 嘻嘻
J 和 E 说 SEXAYYYY
这裙子让我好害羞
那男的 他的反应让我很有成就感 哈哈哈哈

assignment 一大堆
完成了30% 不到
我的天
等着吃大便
明天的WTG mid-term
不懂要怎样死才不会难看
choi choi choi 当我没刷牙 嘴巴乱讲话
今晚不用见周公噜万岁

不会那么常update blog 了
please view my facebook to view photos and videos

uniform ♥

换上新的校服
对我来说算超短裙的裙子
惊艳全场 *perasan*
那个人吓傻眼哈哈哈哈哈

L ♥

brave one, lawrence
i love your tattoo
it's amazing =)

爱 存在 ♥

那天我扬起帆　想看看未知的海
心裡很多话想说说不出来　虽然我脸上看不出来

天空一样蔚蓝　却换了多少云彩
那时的你让我幸福百分百　是否為我等待

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想 say goodbye
我痛说不出来

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱　都在

站在你的门外　我决心不再徘徊
心裡很多话想说说不出来　但我想你一定都明白
时间过的好快　想念却不曾更改
现在的你是否幸福百分百　我应该怎麼猜

爱一直存在

loved ♥

today was fun =)
role play practice
fooling around with friends
yam cha with lawrence

♥ heart you guys

no touchy! ♥

oh finally
my digi broadband.

upload photos to fb even slower than streamyx.

♥

今天很棒
和学院的讲师和同学一起去野餐
与众不同的经验
狂风暴雨中野餐
我喜欢你们
至少和他们比
和你们在一起
我比较自在

晚上看球赛
9号11号好帅
vincent你在哪里？

Beach Resort
超美
下次会再去

我没什么动力写blog
懒

D U M B ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUEYEE DARLING =)

i am such a dumb ass
i thought my identity card and camera are lost
once i reached school after cassandra send my back to college
i noticed that my camera were not around
then i blamed vincent *sorry bar darling*
he asked my to call cassandra XD
oh my camera were left in her car
so she sent it back to me
thanks honey

after class i found out my wallet is lost
i were so panic because my identity card is inside
texted lawrence, chong, and xueyee about this
they asked me not to panic
called cassandra and asked her to check her car
after a long long waiting period
oh my identity care were left in her car AGAIN
what the hell happen on me?
LMAO

now i think i lost my TMTM textbook
oh god can you please don't play with me?
mid term is just around the corner


i feel the strange atmosphere when i pass through that 2 ppl
they always starred at me like nobody bussiness
did i do something wrong?

i hate you ♥

我不懂
他到底在想什么
不承认是什么意思？
你明明就有
去死吧你！
诅咒你诅咒你诅咒你！
________________

新朋友会很我聊感情问题
darling
你开心就好
不想你受到伤害
他和他都是禽兽
蛇鼠一窝
他可以这样对她
他以后也可以这样对你
想清楚
什么对你最好
__________

FEE
don't forget i will always be there for you
i love you as much as i love pink XD
*please don't vomit*
_____________

mid exam is coming in real soon
yes i did touch my book and do revision
i am not the lazy like i used to be anymore =)

p l a y b o y ♥

their song '' i don't care'' keep playing in my realplayer since just know i woke up
it will be continue repeating until i memorize the lyrics
i can now remember the tune and the chorus part after 3 times listening to this song

please listen to this song
it's really meaningful

[CL]

hey playboy
its about time
and your time's up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
sometimes you gotta act like you don't care
that's the only way you boys learn

[민지]

니 옷깃에 묻은 립스틱은 나는 절대로 용서못해
매일 하루에 수십번 꺼져있는 핸드폰
변하지 않을것만 같아 oh oh

[산다라]

그저 친구라는 수많은 여자친구
날 똑같이 생각하지마 I won't let it fly
이제 니맘대로해 난 미련을 버릴래
한때 정말 사랑했는데 oh

[CL]

가끔씩 술에 취해 전활걸어 지금은 새벽 다섯시반
넌 또 다른 여자의 이름을 불러 no

[봄]

I don't care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause I don't care e e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e e

[민지]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[민지]

다른 여자들의 다리를 훔쳐보는
니가 너무너무 한심해
매일 빼놓는 커플링 나 몰래 한 소개팅
더이상 못참을것같아 oh oh oh

[다라]

넌 절대 아니라는 수많은 나의친구
넌 늑대란 친구들까지 타일렀지만
차라리 홀가분해 너에게 난 과분해
내 사랑이라 믿었는데 oh oh

[CL]

오늘도 바쁘다고 말하는 너 혹시나 전화해봤지만
역시 뒤에선 여자 웃음소리가 들려 oh no

[봄]

I don't care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause I don't care e e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e e

[다라]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care


[민지]

난 너땜에 울며 지새던 밤을 기억해 boy
더 후회할 널 생각하니 맘이 쉬웠네 boy
날 놓치긴 아깝고 갖기엔 시시하잖니
있을때 잘하지 너 왜 이제와 매달리니

[CL]

속아준 거짓말만해도 수백번
오늘 이후로 난 남자 울리는 bad girl
이젠 눈물 한방울 없이 널 비웃어
사랑이란 게임 속 loser
무릎꿇고 잡을 수 있니
아님 눈 앞에서 당장 꺼져

[봄]

I don't care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause I don't care e e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care
credit dc2ne1

♥

i bought this very cool ''bag chain'' from Karamunsing
love it to max =)

korean class was fine
Teacher Jina spent me Coffee Bean Mocha ice-blended

감사합니다

my camera is half-dead
oh poor poor
should i tell my mum about this?

k u n d a s a n g ♥

just back from Kundasang
i did not enjoy much in this trip
we din't managed to go in National Park
just stay outside and take photos
only the canopy walk at Hot Spring was fun
me, Xueyee, Joyce, Ian, Pooh and a guy *i forgot his name* went canopy walk in the heavy rain
i seriously think that the guys are caring
they willing to wait for us *fyi the jungle road was slippery*
so for girls the way to canopy walk was quite difficult
and Ian helped Joyce to carry her bag
he stayed behind to jaga the 3 of us
nah compare lar with my old male friends
他们鸟你才怪 ==''

my baby camera is spoiled ='(
i am trying so hard to fix it now
may god bless me

trip photos < click here

dots ♥

wifi @ Nabalu Cafe
1045am class

Vincent big head and others

Kak Effy


Elma and The operator Jai, Kak Effy's boyfriend

i bought a new bag from EX
Polka Dots
i'm lovin it

fcuking tired
please leave me alone

Ice Age ♥

Vincent is a very nice person
I thought he was those cool cool type person
but when you start to know him
his jokes made you laugh out loud easily

ahh this is not the main point haha
Vincent drove us to Centre Point
too bad he is not following us
i sat in front and those guys (Tee, Jeremiah, Ian and Ting) squeezed behind
poor Tee and Jeremiah
Ian must be very heavy XD
gila kau Ian Loo!
i'm not going to sit on your leg lar!
i rather not going =p

we watched Ice Age 3
it was funny
i mean some parts
but for me and Jeremiah
erm how to say ah?
nothing special?
the lady in front was very annoying
every single minute oh she laugh

3pm walked back to college
communication skills class
something bad happen to Ms.Freda
after she explained to us what happen last week
i think she is quite ok
luckily it wasnt my mum who complained to CEO

i got my salary!!!!!
i will only spend some people
CharlesChua you're in my list
please text me when your free ok?

and then what else ah?
oh lazy type liao
chatting with lawrence now hahahaha
talking about tattoo stuff =)

cheeeeeese ♥

another webcam printscreen
i was bored
i miss my friends
i want to go school
i dont want to stay at home
i want cheese cake from coffee bean
i want caramel macchiato from starbucks
shit
i think about foods again
please stop it, DORIS KUNG!
you're fat enough ==''

4th of July is coming
Kundasang trip again
but this time is different
i'm going with college friends
hope it will be fun =)