✿ blue

I have no idea what is wrong with me
I just need somebody to hug me tight
Eling is far far away from me
even if she is here, does she want to let me hug?
Joyce is not available at the moment

monday blue oh monday blue

✿ confuse

I've been up and down this week
really shitty I'm serious
I usually go to bed at 9
but now, you still can see me online at 3 in the midnight

people know that I don't really drink
drink as in alcohol
I guess, it is needed now
but who can take care of me until I'm sober after drunk
best friend is not around

what am I thinking actually?
it's not going to happen anyway
please Doris Kung I beg you
only this week is enough
don't do this to yourself

everyone has their own things to go through with
I don't want to bother people with my problem

✿ 幸福

简单的快乐
其实也可以很幸福

简单地
在餐厅吃着聊着

简单地
在书店看着聊着

简单地
享受和朋友相处的时光
把烦恼暂时抛开

有你们 真好

✿ 失魂落魄

最近 诸事不顺
真的 不搞笑

回到家后 那瞬间的寂寞和空虚
才发现 其实我一直在强颜欢笑
夜睡 使我夜夜笙歌
笙悲伤的歌

魂啊魂
快回来吧
主人在找你

✿ 4th

I feel a lot more better after chilled with darlings and seniors
you guys are great, really
but still, one goes another comes
one of my bestie is leaving soon for further studies
am I still able to bear with all these?
life still going on anyway
I have no any other choices

first assignment was given yesterday
it's a huge one no kidding
but cooperate with my nice and understanding team mates
there is nothing much I have to worry about
more assignments will be coming continuously
I'm well prepared and back on track

orientation for juniors is finally ended
been asked to help through the whole event
what can I say?
I was hell panic when I led the new students to visit around school compound just now
luckily I still managed to speak not-so-broken english
it was embarrassed because I couldn't explain everything about our college like the senior did
at least I tried right?
will do better next time

Xueyee, I'm missing you.

Break out

我今天一定要写 不然我不能睡觉

很想骂‘屌你老X’ 可是很粗我知道

好不容易刚出某位知己已退学的事实平复过来

结果...

你们是怎样？

长这么大一个人不会自力更生是不是？

当把饭喂到嘴边的小宝宝你不懂羞耻怎么写需要我教你吗？

我懂同学之间应该互相帮忙没错

可是凡事也不能那样过分吧

我要当导游不是奶妈

我没有照顾你们的执照

已经第四学期了我亲爱的大哥大姐

时间表是不会看还是没抄好？

课室在哪里是不识路还是没带眼睛来上课？

可以过分到其中一个问我

‘开学liao咩？’

我只差没去撞墙

好好告诉你 ‘是的’

你却反问我 ‘怎样知道’

好奇你是不是与世隔绝决定和FB绝交

好手好脚有嘴巴不会去问导师是不是又要妹妹我教你

回答你 ‘我自己懂得去找答案’ 你却讲我SOMBONG

让我没好气没好笑

好 我DIAM

请继续骂我LC巴閉到死 你骂得出我受的起

不过在那之前拿镜子照下你自己

丢假的人是谁？

懒惰的人是谁？

靠别人得知一切的是谁？！

这世界什么人都有

服侍你们三个学期当了白痴便利贴现在才觉醒

我自己都照顾不来了 哪里还有本事照顾你们

真的无能为力 真的不好意思

拜托 我求求你们菩萨们

放过我 GIVE ME A BREAK

我只是普通人一个 也是有脾气的

请体谅一下

PLEASE

✿ not bad

随便

独来独往

其实也挺好的

固执

挺好的

至少能养成不半途而废的好习惯

何乐而不为呢

✿ wish

I've lost my blogging mojo

this is not good man please give it back to me ='(

just hereby to wish

MY BESTFRIEND the coolest

FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

✿ out of randomness

i'm sitting for final exam now

tomorrow is the last paper

btw it's moral paper yet I still have time to blog and relax

because I've no single idea how to study that

I langsung tidak bermoral one so please bear with it

guess what?

some of the results are out

B1 B2 and C1 WTF

must be kidding me

that's U-N-F-A-I-R

lol why should I care

not worth it!!!