jealousy overflood

working time is at 12noon later
wonder why i wake up so early
can't really sleep in and well recently
been thinking about a stupid question yesterday
have no guts to ask
or perhaps no guts to know the answer

no one to blame with
as usual i'm the one who brought in everything
fuck you jealousy!
you did a good job in torturing my mind and soul

tearing inside and outside once i think about it
now you know how much that person means to me