✿ confuse

I've been up and down this week
really shitty I'm serious
I usually go to bed at 9
but now, you still can see me online at 3 in the midnight

people know that I don't really drink
drink as in alcohol
I guess, it is needed now
but who can take care of me until I'm sober after drunk
best friend is not around

what am I thinking actually?
it's not going to happen anyway
please Doris Kung I beg you
only this week is enough
don't do this to yourself

everyone has their own things to go through with
I don't want to bother people with my problem