✿ craps

crap! my life is not as yummy as the cupcakes above

this post suppose to be finished this afternoon

but I'm confusing

about something 'abnormal'

yea for me that matter is ABNORMAL

it's icky!!!

dayem I need to talk with my buddy, Lawrence about this

I have to get rid of it!

yes I told him I NEED to talk with him, how weird

alright back to school's topics

let's clap your hands~

huge assignment given for EVERY subjects

no kidding man

business reports, interview, research about airports, bla bla bla

and probably,

there are MORE coming soon

screwed screwed screwed

everything is screwed!

ok I'm not complaining here

this is what I want for

so I will try my best to do it

achieve it haha

✿ reality

this might sound crazy, I know

but somehow this idea just pop out from my mind

''let's go to the island, ALONE.''

nah I know, I should stop thinking about this

concentrate on my studies is more important than anything

I can go wherever I want after I get a stable job

fyi, I'm currently study Diploma in Tourism Management

and one year more later, Certificate in Basic Tourist Guide will be the next

some people said,

唉呀，做旅游的赚不多钱！

oh, come on

I don't dream impractical dream

I know this is what I want

you see, people out there work so hard for their whole life

but they don't even have a chance to travel

what for?

this job, tour leader, does't really earn money

so? at least I get to go different countries few times in a year

right?

nevermind,

ignore me

I'm just too bored haha

✿ shh

will off to bed right away after post this

I'm sick, again

plus menstrual pain.

let's see, I'm not going to talk about my ''first'' day of class

I've complained a lot about this in facebook.

confusing, not organised, and what can I say?

FML

combo-ed 2 horrow movies just now

Paranornal Activity sucks

go watch it if you have insomnia problem

Ju-On, confusing as always

the best part was only when I see my Seito ♥

too adorable to ignore

end of story

ps. I got A3 for communication skils, B1 for financial =)

✿ way to go

seriously, Tumblr rocks
I can follow people who post nice pictures and meaningful quote
you can see I've put something at my sidebar
I copied it down from Tumblr
some I can handle, but still there are 4 things I need to learn and master them
distinguish sense from nonsense, accept change as inevitable, admit mistakes and be calm

glad to hear from friends that my english is improved
nah I still talk rojak language lmao
I do take it serious and put effort in master my english
kinda regret din't learn properly in high school
never mind I read Essential English Usage & Grammar, learn by reading books and even by reading blogs (envy-not, charleschua, xiaxue and cheeserland)

it helps I swear

craving for horrow movie now

should I combo JU-ON and Paranormal Activity tomorrow alone?

hehehehhehehehe

✿ dear friend

do you think I really want to ke poh about people?

I don't even give a shit to them

telling you it's not a good idea not to attend classes tomorrow

first day of class is really important to give good image to your lecturer

IS FOR YOUR OWN FUTURE SAKE

since you said you've your plan and reason bla bla bla

fine I will leave you alone and stop nagging like I'm mother of yours

p/s you have to learn this seriously, ask your lecturer or senior-in-charge bout everything in college, not your friend or even me

i know you are trying hard to earn money so that you can meet up with your girl friend in Australia

but do you ever think that what can you give her if you don't have a good future?

study now can give you and her a BETTER future than what you can give her now

or you don't think you and her can last long? sarcastic enough.

my words maybe harsh but think about it

and don't ever say this to me

'' i'm not like you everyday stay at home''

first, where do you expect me to go? work? I also want what. but I have family trip to Sarawak and I have this serious family issue to deal with. Which boss is so kind-hearted to hire a worker on leave for so long?

second, I stay at home not only eat, shit, sleep and online. I did revision and read english book to improve my lousy english so that I can talk confidently in front of everyone and my future customers.

third, my house only got one car and my mum need to use it. yea you also can blame me not taking license. I admit it I lazy fat ass and I don't give excuses for this.

you said that you accept what I am

you know I don't hide my emotion

that's why I'm here telling you the truth and not only because that is my opinion

accept it or not it's up to you now

rest well

you also know i always be here when you need me

✿ geek

since orientation is none of my business

I've been told I can not to go school by senior

and now I am chatting with my long-time-no-contact cousin

fyi he is now in somewhere in west Malaysia

still remember the first and the last time i saw him in Kuching is when i was 8

I can remember clearly I followed wherever he goes *shy*

look forward to see him again

Tony, must deal with yiyi k?

I will bring you to islands, eat lamb stay XD

finished Hunted.

Imma vampyre story geek ♥

✿ free time

so yeah, finally Eling is back to KK again

I was hoping someone would drag me out from home to play L4D2

and then the next minute Eling asked me out to play oh-my-mama heaven L4D2

witches, boomers, hunters and bla bla bla

I seriously have to improve my lousy skills so I won't pull my team mates' leg ><

after 3 or 4 rounds

Cantik and Jason brought us to Haha Pub at Lintas

yea yea I drank one and a half cup

I was not sure whether i should drink or not

because I am allergic to red wine before

but Eling asked my to try beer, maybe theres no problem for me to drink beer

and we played cards

I know I know, I know I suck

only know how to play ''21 points'' and ''heart attack''

so Jason taught me how to play ''cho-dai- D''

he was like teaching a kindergarden kid how to read ==''

but we had fun after all still

I won a round and he couldn't even accept the fact XD

went home around 130am

bathed then headed to bed

oh, my msn is working again =)

✿ let's smile

兩年 暌違了兩年之久
終於 他們又再次出發
發行 讓我們一起微笑吧
他們 從來不曾讓我失望過
歌曲紅潮,讓我們一起微笑吧，荊棘裡的花，HERO
湘婷 我非常地喜歡

✿ a short update

✿ Forgive me for not updating my blog like i used to be. I don't have the force to blog.
✿ Still collecting ideas from website to renovate my lovely bedroom.
✿ 100 bucks left. Going to get myself a wallet, small pink bottle, pencil case, coaster, pink boxes and probably English Usage book.
✿ Shall study hard at English even though Shareen says my English is improved.
✿ Relationship between me and my mum is getting closer. This is what i want.
✿ Waiting pink Samsung Corby to release in Sabah.
✿ Must slim down to at least 50kg. I need to fit in those short pants!

doomed!

guess what?

i got lot of things to blog

but now i don't feeling like blogging

damn shit

wait wait i'll be back

don't worry

maybe after christmas?

damn that time more stuffs to blog

how how how?

✿sarawak

I'm currently enjoy my holidays in Kuching
just arrived here from Sibu
ate a lot this few days
cousin fed me with foods everyday
so don't feel weird if you saw a '' 5 months pregnant '' lady say Hi to you
IT'S ME =)

will be back on Sunday
please wait for my photos, alright?

oh yea,
i never know i have a very handsome cousin brother ^^

dream

i dreamed something bad about my mommy 4 o'clock this morning
it was really scary
imagine you mum's get into car accident in front of you
what will you do?

she woke up at 3 o'clock because she can't sleep well
my mind was full with the communication skill's definition and stuff so i thought it was about the time for me to wake up
for you information i usually wake up at 5
mommy asked me to get back to sleep but i ended up with that super bad dream
i ran out, hugged my mom and cried
am really scared one day this would happen
no, i don't want to live with my dad
i won't let this happen to my mom

mommy, I'll be your side no matter what
come across my dead body if you dare to bully my mom

✿ luck

不懂要怪自己糊涂 还是真的是犯太岁

今早要不是妈提醒我作业还没交 赶紧回家

回到家 才发现没有纸可以影印了

我的天 好才我找到救星

THANK YOU, CHIM

倒霉的不只这件事

阿迪给我两份notes 我只读到一份

一直到早上才发现 屌

回到college 死命背

你一定以为我死定了 对不对？

可是冥冥中每次大难临头都好像会有贵人帮助

或是大事化小 小事化无

那另外一份 考试一题也没有

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

感谢主

lastly,

i would like to thank Charles for everything

you know i know lar =)

mwarhhh XD

✿ 全部是屁

昨天又帮妈灌输道理

奇迹 她认同我某些想法

叔叔 关于好人的道理 我不再认同

不要跟我讲什么 别人也在等你对他好 所以你要对人家好

我曾经也是个好人 人不犯我 我不犯人的好人

可是我得到的是什么？

利用 伤害 和 背叛

你们老人家吃盐多过我们吃米

但 这并不代表你们所谓的思维和看法我们也要认同

现在的社会 太现实了

不是每个人会珍惜你对他的好 拜托

脱离高中生活就快一年了

外面的世界 也不会是单纯没心机

人人都只会为自己的利益着想

你是死是活 谁鸟你

当烂好人的苦头 老娘我最近尝过了

谁是真正对我好 我现在可要张大眼睛看清楚

教训

不要随便相信人

不要乱对别人好

不要给人占便宜

绝对要对自己好 为自己设想

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