♥ s i a n g t i i n g ♥

First Love

2011-06-15T19:53:00.001+08:00

不常看爱情片
可是这一部泰国爱情片
是关于每个人曾经喜欢某个人的心情
超级好看！

✿ imma say

2011-05-12T18:06:00.000+08:00

亲爱的，我不知道该说什么，我只是突然在这一刻很想你。
思念不听话，偷偷跑出来。
你住进我心里面，告诉我什么是思念。
我可以不顾一切地一直一直对你好，因为我只想忠于我自己的感情。
我爱你，不言语，不忘记。 I love you. not words. don't forget.

我爱你，没有什么目的，只是爱你。
我不要你说我爱你，我想你说我们在一起。
我不相信爱情，我相信你。
遇见你、我慢慢改掉自己的小脾气、学会忍耐、并不会觉得委屈、而是有一直能够为你付出的小幸福。

我希望我爱你的日子里，你都在爱我，也希望这样的日子永远都不要过去。
我只希望你会让我一直陪着你、不对我感到厌倦、我便心满意足、我会用我全部的力气去读懂你、习惯你的一切、跟着你的节奏来。

found this on fb

it wrote out what i feel exactly in this relationship

i still have a lot to learn

boss, must try ur best to bear with me ok?

XOXO

♥

2011-05-08T08:10:00.001+08:00

so, it happened just like that

i'm not available anymore =)

08052011,

A DAY TO REMEMBER ♥

✿ 300411

2011-04-30T08:59:00.002+08:00

当会开始嫉妒时

事情就不轮到自己去控制了

不要犯贱好吗？

drama

2011-04-18T22:46:00.002+08:00

你该感到荣幸

在你有生之年能够被我记录在这里

说真的

我一路以来真心地把你当朋友

你在后面一刀两刀地插上来我可以睁一只眼闭一只眼

你有种讲那何必怕我知道一些我不该知的

我哑忍你就把我当病猫对不？

继续演你的独角戏吧

继续在后面说我的不是

继续地为你自己辩驳

姐姐要讲故事至少先把稿编好吧

可是不要再无端端把我写进故事里了

老娘我累了心力交瘁了我罢演了

放我一马好吗？

我们从此势不两立

噢不对应该是

井水不犯河水才对

谢谢

主，

请赐予我力量

让小人远离我

阿门

✿ see you all soon, friends

2011-04-01T14:39:00.003+08:00

早上去送机

虽然只是短短六个月

可是还是会不舍得

习惯了有你们的日子

每天一到学院就看到你们

每次一下课就能看到你们

午餐一起犹豫不决要去哪吃

偶尔去看看电影讲人是非

face problem potong steam 我全部都很想念

你们要好好照顾自己外面的社会真的很现实

再过一个月半就轮到我们了 =(

Bachelorette Day for me

2011-02-15T08:42:00.003+08:00

since they all said I had a 'special' valentine's day

imma blog about it then

i spent my entire morning at college lepak-ing and gossiping with a gang of guys at student common room

had my breakfast, lunch and hi-tea section with them too

so this is the morning part

was planning to catch a movie with greg, a senior of mine since the day before yesterday

and we were supposed to have a triple date together with joyce

but ended up me and greg only

it was not a big deal actually but not when you bumped into his friends, not one or two but many of them ON VALENTINE'S DAY

ok imagine the awkward scene of mine by yourself hahahahaha

ate lukluk with joyce before we went home

it was a great day after all

even though i don't have bf

but im glad i have all of them

you guys totally made my day

transformation in progress

2010-12-26T08:21:00.003+08:00

gonna make some changes on myself

first of all, dye my hair using liese bubble hair dye, either in chestnut brown or platinum beige if this colour is available here in kk

as you all know, how ''advanced'' kk is

then get an ear piercing, but obviously i'm not going to pierce on my earlobe

still figuring out where to pierce tho

lastly, an inspirational quote ink on my clavicle, not exactly on it but maybe below it?

i already have my mind what to ink

so we shall see again after i decide with the tattooist

a brand new year

a brand new change

i want to change everything

been through a lot this year

suckiest year ever

but of course i won't change my inner part

except some bad habits i must get rid with

imma work harder, study hard like real hard for my last semester, care lesser on particular matters since after all it doesn't matter anymore

you don't fucking break your own promises again DORIS KUNG!

blessed christmas

2010-12-25T20:11:00.002+08:00

after had a awesome long talk this morning with mimi

i never felt this great before

she is putting effort on me

and trying to be understanding as i'm still a teenager

thanks again for sponsoring my outfit for new year eve

perhaps you can get me the NIKE YELLOW POLKA DOT DUNK HIGH too?

ohhh i'm being greedy again haha!

what i had promised,

i'm doing fine right now

i'm slowly pulling myself back together again

cheers

thanks Jesus for hearing my prayers

2010-12-24T07:19:00.002+08:00

寂寞不痛痛在念舊
越小的事越多的感受
時間像笨小偷把幸福打破
留下了碎片讓人難過

寂寞不痛痛在做夢
幻想當你自由膩了以後
會來激動吻我用愛悔過
做醒不來的夢

别人像你的举动

一起去过的地方

一起做过的事情

一起吵着要吃的食物

你让我听的歌

电脑里备份着的聊天记录

删不掉

狠狠地删去电话里的讯息

已经痛得我撕心裂肺

时间希望真的如此厉害

成全我脆弱的心灵

你什么也没做

只是我该死地去做梦

没关系

我很好真的假的

2010-12-09T08:43:00.002+08:00

我宁愿自己酒后乱性

也不要一次又一次地酒后忘这个忘那个

im so going to deal with dad personally

whats wrong with my brain?

im so doomed this time!

the very 3rd times in this year

我管你

2010-11-28T17:30:00.001+08:00

我想你了就給你發信息
我管你回不回复

我睡不著就開始想你了
我管你知不知道

我喝多了酒都是因為你
我管你在不在乎

你不接我電話我就大哭
我管你為甚不接

時間久了..
見不到你我就受不了
我管你會不會也想著我

任何時間地點
我都可以突發奇想的打電話給你
我管你會不會覺得我發神經

難過時候就是要你安慰
我管你會不會煩

開心時候就想和你分享
我管你有沒閒心

經常想起和你一起的種種
我管你會不會記得

我喜歡你！
我喜歡你！
我就是喜歡你！
我管你喜不喜歡我......

< / 3

2010-11-16T20:53:00.001+08:00

sweetheart,
i feel no love from you
what do i mean to you i can't even sure
a little promise to myself
let's don't make you my everything
cause i know, once fallen,
there is no turning back

deeeesireeeee

2010-10-27T06:46:00.002+08:00

i believe i will collapse anytime
if i continue to let the irrepressible desire haunted me down
she is right
there will be 2 roads for me
first, succeed
second, you are testing me and doom, i will be in hell

♥ ♥ ♥

2010-10-20T21:34:00.003+08:00

It's your fault my face hurts from smiling all day long ;)

jealousy overflood

2010-10-16T06:14:00.002+08:00

working time is at 12noon later
wonder why i wake up so early
can't really sleep in and well recently
been thinking about a stupid question yesterday
have no guts to ask
or perhaps no guts to know the answer

no one to blame with
as usual i'm the one who brought in everything
fuck you jealousy!
you did a good job in torturing my mind and soul

tearing inside and outside once i think about it
now you know how much that person means to me

O3O

2010-10-14T22:37:00.001+08:00

大庭广众被人拉脱bra带
真的吓倒我想哭
下次不要这样了
要就私底下哈哈哈
骗你的想都不要想！

Lot of lovessss

2010-10-13T21:57:00.003+08:00

Thanks to Eling,
even though we can't celebrate together in recent years
but you will always be the first one in my thank list
hearts you lot!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Thanks Joyce,
who prepared the party for me
and always listen to my ''ngam cham''
bring me out for MCD, luk luk and fruit juice
nah i promise will help you halau lalat dont worry XD ♥♥♥

Thanks Xueyee,
nothing much can say to you
you know i love you very very much!! ♥♥♥

Thanks Abby and Malcom,
you guys are like my big sister and brother
always take care of me in every ways
how can i not sayang you guys? ♥♥♥

Thanks Shuyee,
for the delicious chocolate cake!
it tasted soooooo good!

Thanks Laura,
for the headband and keychain
you know what?
you really are my best partner in crime ever! ♥♥

No thanks to Kuku,
for always bully me, being heartless to me, 'concern' as in 38 bout my humble life and so on
nahh! just kidding!
you are a very good friend that i can really lean on when im down, let me untie your shoelaces anytime anywhere and and and i have no idea dy
seems like you treat me not good enough hahahhaa
but dolly still loves you =) ♥

thanks to Lopez for the vodka,
Geoffrey and Jeremiah attended the dinner

Thanks for those who sent wishes thru fb, msn, texts or phone calls
you all rock and may GBU ♥

secret

2010-10-11T16:54:00.003+08:00

if i write down everything here
i bet eling will kill me for uncovering myself
but but...
what am i going to do?
the feeling is over flood

if that person ask me the magic question
i will definitely turn on!

龚芝怡 - 明知我爱你

2010-10-10T14:28:00.000+08:00

告訴你瞞著你只不過是個決定
放棄你忘記你只怕我無法前進
不知道為什麼會如此莫名緊張你
我越了解你，越靠近你，越猶豫

明知道我愛你卻不敢告訴你
我害怕失去你寧願沉默不語
該如何整理幸福在手裡
我恨自己無能為力

明知道我愛你卻不敢靠近你
我假裝不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能沒有你
只想永遠永遠愛你
你知不知道我也沒關系 (真的沒關系)

告訴你瞞著你只不過是個決定
但為何到如今我依然無法前進
不知道為什麼會如此莫名緊張你
我越了解你越靠近你越猶豫

you are the drug

2010-10-09T08:28:00.004+08:00

i don't even know what i want now

so sick of confusing myself every seconds of the day

to be frank, i like you very very much and i'm not afraid to tell

you really mean something to me

but why do you have to doubt it when i tell you that i like you?

it hurts A LOT!

well, it takes all of me to stop looking for you automatically

i don't want to fall deeper when i know i won't get anything in return

i'm currently metal torturing myself

listening to emotional song to make me feel better

Borneo Project 2010

2010-08-19T19:29:00.005+08:00

参加了BP

感触良多

他们，日本来的朋友们

大爱无私的精神很叫人敬佩

不多些最近真的很懒

First BP meeting

Numbak home visiting

Natchan ♥

Mayu ♥

K, Junya, Saki, Mayu ♥

Mars, Ms. Akiko, Rachel, Sha, Misaki, Erika ♥

Me, Monami, Yamato, Makiko ♥

Toshi, Yukiko, Natchan, Chuya ♥

BJ, Junya, Misaki, Me, Natchan ♥

Monami ♥

2010-08-11T23:03:00.002+08:00

我真的可以吗
真的可以说放手就放手吗

就这么第一次
我连笑着也是痛的
那么用力地笑那么用力地掩饰

pain

2010-08-10T22:40:00.003+08:00

你可能不知道那是我全部的勇气了

以后都不会再有了

我明知道答案的不是吗

为什么还要有所期待

那种痛我现在才体会到

我不会假装

我并不勇敢

那样做并没有换来解脱

我在哪里？

搞不清楚了

瞎

2010-07-29T09:29:00.002+08:00

我开始困扰了

你说的某些话

好像都在暗示些什么

巧克力的包装

意外地你还留着

哪又代表什么

我不愿多想

怕换来只是自己一厢情愿

埋葬在深渊里

我为自己设下的防护线

又逐渐地被攻破

2010-07-26T18:52:00.003+08:00

I can't force anyone to tell me what happen

she is like that

she is like that too

I don't want to see any of my friends suffer for their own

It gives my heartache seriously

but what can I do?

NOTHING

be there for them

I always will

CRAZY

2010-07-23T23:44:00.002+08:00

21号那个晚上是我永远不会忘记的一天

完完全全地失去控制和放肆

问我后不后悔

其实还好

老实讲我还蛮期待下一次

我吓坏你了吗？

✿ blue

2010-05-31T14:00:00.002+08:00

I have no idea what is wrong with me
I just need somebody to hug me tight
Eling is far far away from me
even if she is here, does she want to let me hug?
Joyce is not available at the moment

monday blue oh monday blue

✿ confuse

2010-05-29T11:02:00.005+08:00

I've been up and down this week
really shitty I'm serious
I usually go to bed at 9
but now, you still can see me online at 3 in the midnight

people know that I don't really drink
drink as in alcohol
I guess, it is needed now
but who can take care of me until I'm sober after drunk
best friend is not around

what am I thinking actually?
it's not going to happen anyway
please Doris Kung I beg you
only this week is enough
don't do this to yourself

everyone has their own things to go through with
I don't want to bother people with my problem

✿ 幸福

2010-05-29T00:53:00.003+08:00

简单的快乐
其实也可以很幸福

简单地
在餐厅吃着聊着

简单地
在书店看着聊着

简单地
享受和朋友相处的时光
把烦恼暂时抛开

有你们真好

✿ 失魂落魄

2010-05-27T22:41:00.002+08:00

最近诸事不顺
真的不搞笑

回到家后那瞬间的寂寞和空虚
才发现其实我一直在强颜欢笑
夜睡使我夜夜笙歌
笙悲伤的歌

魂啊魂
快回来吧
主人在找你

✿ 4th

2010-05-25T19:55:00.006+08:00

I feel a lot more better after chilled with darlings and seniors
you guys are great, really
but still, one goes another comes
one of my bestie is leaving soon for further studies
am I still able to bear with all these?
life still going on anyway
I have no any other choices

first assignment was given yesterday
it's a huge one no kidding
but cooperate with my nice and understanding team mates
there is nothing much I have to worry about
more assignments will be coming continuously
I'm well prepared and back on track

orientation for juniors is finally ended
been asked to help through the whole event
what can I say?
I was hell panic when I led the new students to visit around school compound just now
luckily I still managed to speak not-so-broken english
it was embarrassed because I couldn't explain everything about our college like the senior did
at least I tried right?
will do better next time

Xueyee, I'm missing you.

Break out

2010-05-24T23:25:00.002+08:00

我今天一定要写不然我不能睡觉

很想骂‘屌你老X’ 可是很粗我知道

好不容易刚出某位知己已退学的事实平复过来

结果...

你们是怎样？

长这么大一个人不会自力更生是不是？

当把饭喂到嘴边的小宝宝你不懂羞耻怎么写需要我教你吗？

我懂同学之间应该互相帮忙没错

可是凡事也不能那样过分吧

我要当导游不是奶妈

我没有照顾你们的执照

已经第四学期了我亲爱的大哥大姐

时间表是不会看还是没抄好？

课室在哪里是不识路还是没带眼睛来上课？

可以过分到其中一个问我

‘开学liao咩？’

我只差没去撞墙

好好告诉你 ‘是的’

你却反问我 ‘怎样知道’

好奇你是不是与世隔绝决定和FB绝交

好手好脚有嘴巴不会去问导师是不是又要妹妹我教你

回答你 ‘我自己懂得去找答案’ 你却讲我SOMBONG

让我没好气没好笑

好我DIAM

请继续骂我LC巴閉到死你骂得出我受的起

不过在那之前拿镜子照下你自己

丢假的人是谁？

懒惰的人是谁？

靠别人得知一切的是谁？！

这世界什么人都有

服侍你们三个学期当了白痴便利贴现在才觉醒

我自己都照顾不来了哪里还有本事照顾你们

真的无能为力真的不好意思

拜托我求求你们菩萨们

放过我 GIVE ME A BREAK

我只是普通人一个也是有脾气的

请体谅一下

PLEASE

✿ not bad

2010-05-13T20:11:00.003+08:00

随便

独来独往

其实也挺好的

固执

挺好的

至少能养成不半途而废的好习惯

何乐而不为呢

✿ wish

2010-05-13T16:22:00.002+08:00

I've lost my blogging mojo

this is not good man please give it back to me ='(

just hereby to wish

MY BESTFRIEND the coolest

FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

✿ out of randomness

2010-05-06T17:20:00.003+08:00

i'm sitting for final exam now

tomorrow is the last paper

btw it's moral paper yet I still have time to blog and relax

because I've no single idea how to study that

I langsung tidak bermoral one so please bear with it

guess what?

some of the results are out

B1 B2 and C1 WTF

must be kidding me

that's U-N-F-A-I-R

lol why should I care

not worth it!!!

✿ belief

2010-04-15T16:35:00.002+08:00

assignments and the interview has been driving me nuts this two weeks

but now, I'm done with them

shall concentrate on my final exam studies from now on especially moral

I still need 12.8% or less then that to pass the passing marks

I always believe that I can do it

and I will do my best =)

✿ first time

2010-04-08T16:07:00.002+08:00

I went to donate blood just now

it was a charity event organised by seniors actually

they said my blood was red and pumped bloody fast LMAO

and I'm pretty proud of myself =)

✿ 我的梦想

2010-03-28T08:36:00.002+08:00

或许

等到哪年我们有事业，经济能力

才是实现一起出国旅行的最佳时机

现在

我心力交瘁无能为力

✿ chasing

2010-03-27T07:42:00.003+08:00

went for movie with joyce, merle, felix and anthony after class
The Haunting in Connecticut
it wasn't that scary as I thought
even felix who doesn't dare to watch haunted movie said so too
while waiting my mum to pick me up
merle followed me and joyce window-shopping and the two boys went to FunSquare

my life is pretty busy recently
So much too yet so little of time
I've done nearly all my assignments
but I feel like assignments are still chasing right behind me
I don't do last minute works now
I finish them as soon as I can
and I'm kinda proud of myself =)

✿ magazine

2010-03-25T10:15:00.002+08:00

my very first self-edited magazine cover page

what do you think?

i love it so much and i'm proud of myself

credit :http://blog.xuite.net/evil.hoyos/blog/　(background picture)

2010-03-23T16:11:00.003+08:00

I am supposed to start doing the social responsibility's essay
but I ended up DIY a new pocket for my cellphone
they said my sewing skill is good
seriously, I still need to improve it
going to buy laces, pink fabric and button tomorrow
the first one is just experiment

✿ island trip again

2010-03-22T08:50:00.002+08:00

last saturday was epik awesome

I like Pulau Sapi the most among other islands in Tunku Abdul Rahman Park

pick up the rubbish in the island was our main purpose

the management of Pulau Sapi did a great job in the cleanliness of the island

so there is not much rubbish we can find

2010-03-20T20:10:00.002+08:00

不要叫我去谅解某些人
当初谁来谅解我
我在等时间来把事情淡化
不要硬把他的事情统统套在我身上
我们不是情侣是个体个体你懂吗
我也有我的人生思维处理方式
为什么人人都把我和他扯上关系

人们误把我的失望看成生气
事情过了就算其实也没什么
道歉我没有不接受
可是我deserve知道那道歉到底是为了什么吧
至少这是唯一对我的公平对我的教训

第二次的机会是我帮他们争取回来的
没有告诉你其实知道的人也不多
难道这还不够证明我有几在乎这段友情吗
我只想默默地弥补把对每个人所造成的伤害减到最低

大人叫我认清现实的可怕
我也学会现实地处理事情
把事情看得很长远

✿ consequences

2010-03-17T06:28:00.002+08:00

yes, everyone convinced me that I did the right thing
it's very confusing and frustrated to be in this kind of situation
for them, I am a torn now
should I expect them to understand my situation?

some of them might think that I am too emotional and selfish
is that wrong if I just want to prevent my future and as well as getting hurt?
I did my job and every responsible in this assignment
one of them gave me the wrong data last minute
instead of telling him about this, I fixed everything by my own
I got no time to wait him to give me another one without any error
another one, he assumed that he has to work, in an unfriendly tone
and seems like now is my fault again I can't wait until 8 o'clock
think about it
you got home at 8
you need to bath, take your dinner and have a rest
one hour enough for you?
9 o'clock you start finding information
your job is quite easy, only find history, benefits and videos
basically everything can find from internet, just need to copy and paste it down
I can wait, never mind
but how much time do I need to finish the slideshow
one hour is enough? hell no
I have to make it as nice as possible so that we can get more marks
the next day, I expect you guys come to me and ask what should do during presentation
same as yesterday, no one care when I was doing my part of slide silently at class
pity me, I was waiting like an idiot until the last minute before class starts
at least show me that you care, then everything will not happen
chances are given, but no appreciation in return
one of them just realized his wrong data has been changed
I was really wondering, do you expect to use my hard work, please note that, its my damn hard work
to present you part and get the same high marks as me?
is this fair enough to me?
tell me is my fault again and I will just shut my mouth up

how do you feel when you are panic, serious in the assignment you need to present it tomorrow and you have limited time to finish it, and only one person show that he cares this GROUP ASSIGNMENT?
you've been through this, remember? business report?
you stressed all over yourself during exam because your group havent start anything even a page and the presentation is tomorrow
put yourself into my shoes
if you scratch my back, I will scratch yours too

你可以到处去诉苦阿告诉别人你朋友我怎样不留情面
怪我啊或什么的没关系
我顶多必须承受别人异样的眼光接受后面射来伤人的利箭

如果一开始我就是个独行侠
现在的一切就不会发生
我就不会那么痛苦了

玲，
我太懦弱
担当不起这件事带给我的代价

✿ 代价

2010-03-16T13:44:00.003+08:00

this morning was really awful to me

I felt like crying, but I cried off all my tears yesterday night

friendship or my rights, my rights or friendship

no matter whats my decision at the end

I will lose something that is important to me

可以怪我没关系

生气我也好讨厌我也罢

什么都往肚子里吞对不起我做不到

手心手背都是肉

我不能因为你们的不在乎连关乎我前途的事情也要和你们一起陪葬

知道吗到最后连虚伪的问候进度你们都不愿意给我

I'm glad that I still have friends who care much about my feelings

and telling me how to handle this kind of situation =)

heart you guys

thank you,

I've learned another important lesson in my life because of this

✿ bullshit

2010-03-15T11:20:00.003+08:00

一切都在计划中

可是我总觉得哪里怪怪的

阻碍真多

委屈

我其实可以选择不做

像他们一样把东西丢给别人咻一声拍屁股走人

然后明天自生自灭等死

可是这关乎我的前途我不能不在乎

硬着头皮也要把presentation完成

能怪他们吗

我不想没有朋友

✿ planning

2010-03-11T15:08:00.003+08:00

am planning my trip to Taiwan again

hope Eling can make it

there are many nice and cheap lodge houses in Taiwan *drooling*

I feel so bad that I can't make it to Vietnam with Jansson

next year lar, book me before I go other places =)

DEAR GOD

2010-03-09T20:26:00.002+08:00

Please, please heal him

He is a very kind person to all of us

we love him, his family need him

OUR DEAR CAPTAIN LAI,

please stay strong, like you always do!

I will pray hard for you

✿ what if we have all the money and time

2010-03-09T14:35:00.002+08:00

travelling together with friends is one of my little dream

was discussing about Taiwan trip with Eling and Vietnam trip with Jansson

Shukmun just came back from Taiwan and Charles will be going to Taiwan on August

wtf I want to go too

Eling, please please please convince your mum =)

Ms. Ruhaidah is going to bring us to Labuan this coming April

hoooray! at least I get to go somewhere else first

but everything is still under discussion

Customer service trip to Pulau Mamutik was a huge success

Moral trip to Pulau Sapi is ON

Mr.Ramesh's trip... I have no idea =="

I wish to go Polish Bay, heard about this place is awesome

✿ i'm officially broke!

2010-03-04T08:41:00.002+08:00

haha great!

another about-books-post

by the way

this is my 500TH post!!!

congratulation to myself =)

those books were only RM8 each

I couldn't help myself to stop buying books

you might think of

''nah you buy it but you won't even touch a page''

I do read all my books

Reading is an addiction ♥

✿ bookworm

2010-03-02T13:35:00.004+08:00

I'm not showing off here

just want to share books that I bought last month to you guys

1. The World Unsolved Secrets (with cd) chinese edition - RMB 150/RM72.50

2. 再苦也要去旅行 - RM31.70 after 10% discount

3. The Tenth Circle - RM32.60 after 10% discount

4. 中国自助游2010 - RMB 39.80/RM20

*IT HAS 1120 PAGES WITH VERY USEFUL DETAILS ON IT*

5. Twilight Breaking Dawn - RM35.80

6. House of Night Tempted - around RM25 after 20% discount

the 1st and 4th book were bought from China

gee the books there are very cheap, but of course,

most of them are written in chinese

I still have 6 books in my to-buy-list

but I am lack of cash now ='(

by the way

do you know that when you said those words right in front of my face just now,

you were actually stepped on my tail?

think before you speak out next time

yeah right, I don't like to share?

you blame me for that?

Is this the fact?

let's alt-F5 your memories,

whose notes you were using for your last two semester's exam?

do you need my help to refresh?

It is YOUR responsibility to listen carefully, not my responsibility to find out the answers for you

mind me to tell you, they are all inside the book.

they won't run away from you

It's kinda disappointed those words came out from your mouth

letter

2010-02-26T22:48:00.002+08:00

I wrote a message to her inbox

telling her how I feel after waiting for 3 months and get nothing

I whispered in my heart silently

that everything will be fine, hope so

✿ miao

2010-02-20T04:51:00.003+08:00

it's almost 5 o'clock in the morning now

just came back from Firefly and Whiteroom

I was shocked, like mad shocked

3 of them know why

dear friend, you seriously need to take good care of yourself there =)

don't make me worry ok?

by the way

my Shanghai trip was extremely good

will update soon

be patient

✿ STAGE

2010-02-09T19:21:00.004+08:00

finally got my baby ♥
don't you think it is gorgeous?
Thanks Charles for bringing it back for me

had a great afternoon with Charles, Tee, Jansson and Shiz =)
let's eat luk luk together next time!!!

nah forgive me
I have lost my motivation to blog once again >

✿ Happy Birthday, KK

2010-02-05T19:46:00.002+08:00

doing the Moral assignment now
1000 words essay

''In 50 years time from now, what could be an additional development of KK city that we can be proud of and how could we substain the environment without destroying them in order to achieve the future city development.''

bless me.

✿ very awkward!

2010-02-02T17:09:00.001+08:00

sometimes Moral class can be fun when it comes to these kind of topics
sex, couple, and money
I was shocked when Chua Hong Tee told me that he actually read my previous posts!!!
it's ok if he read those recently one, but not!!!
he read those way back to February 2009, the time when I first know him in Korean Class
wei, don't mention this in class eh! It's embarrassing you know?
you are no longer the quiet, cool, charm ''fake korean'' guy anymore
after I know the real you, my illusions shattered hahahaha
wonder why my mum likes him so much O.o

臭不啦叽香菇头，我知道你又会偷偷来看我的BLOG
下次如果人家看你，请不要暗爽，不要偷偷摆姿势
很娘好不好？哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

lunch-ed with Eling at Maple
sorry ah peng you, din't managed to spend much time with you
busy with my school life have to go Shanghai during Chinese New Year
luckily you are understanding enough
hugs and kisses ♥♥♥
hey I think we shall travel together next time
this is one of my dream you know?
LET'S GO TAIWAN!

nothing much to blog
shall start to do my assignment for Recreation Tourism
have to pass it up tomorrow ><

✿ 솜사탕

2010-01-31T07:59:00.003+08:00

Holding your hand in the warm sunshine
We sing Lalalala as we go on our sweet date
One spoon of sugar with your heart
And before I know it, my heart has become as big as a cloud
Youre like cotton candy, My heart melts
Just looking at your fluffy face makes me melt
What if I blow and you fly away, what if I touch you and you melt
Im so disappointed when you disappear with the blink of an eye
Youre like cotton candy, You melt on my lips
Should I fly away with you, our lips gently touching
Youre like cotton candy, my heart melts
Just looking at your fluffy face makes me melt
The tip of my nose is tingly tingly, because I like you
Youre like cotton candy
Youre like cotton candy, You melt on my lips
Should I fly away with you, our lips gently touching
Youre like cotton candy, my heart melts
Just looking at your fluffy face makes me melt
I melt, I melt

a very very relating song believe me!
I wasn't lokking forward to it because I din't thought of member of Big Bang can sing such soothing song ><

✿ wanderlust

2010-01-30T22:03:00.004+08:00

can't wait to get new ♥ next next week

thank you, baobei.

you cannot imagine how excited I was

I shouted like nobody business when he showed me on webcam

mum paid for the first

great, but still have to save money!

I will want the second, the third, the fourth continuously

bear with me

I feel embarrassed to ask people help me to get things

should learn how to buy online

first, I need an bank account

don't laugh, I don't have this habit to save money into bank bah ish!

why?

why Taiwan got EVERYTHING I want?

why Sabah so lousy?

✿ apperception

2010-01-28T09:12:00.003+08:00

things to do today:
1. get up
2. survive (by killing the zombies behind my backyard)
3. go back to bed

oh crazy, at least do assignment and read some books, Doris Kung
don't waste your holidays like this!
alright, k I get it.

昨天，
人总是犯贱，越不可能拥有的，越想拥有。
今天，
可是梦醒了，就要面对现实。不属于我的我不要，宁愿等属于我的出现。

为什么人要矛盾？
Breath and let go, even you know it will never comes to you.

✿ pressie

2010-01-27T16:29:00.004+08:00

we were eating ice-cream, wifi-ing, facebook-ing, doing assignment, playing Plants vs Zombies early in the morning at Museum Cafe

Xueyee was reading my new bought book =)

told you the book is nice!

class started at 1145am-1245pm

that's why we choose to waste our time at the cafe instead of classroom

and guess what I was doing?

I was waiting for my cds and souvenir from Chua Hong Tee

he is back from Taiwan

ignore the cds because I paid for them haha

my darling Show Luo is so cool!!!

awwwww~

I din't expect he will get a very big and chio Stitch's keychain for me

不怪的你今天特别帅哈哈哈哈哈

Charles is getting me the Spongebob X Stage Skull SB Tee I want from Vancouver

of course lar not FOC, gila meh!

pricey you know?

I kept considering and discussing with him whether I should or shouldn't buy

then at last I decided to buy at least one piece of Stage tee in my life

hopefully there is available stock

otherwise I will cry die die ='(

✿ the journey must go on!

2010-01-25T19:25:00.003+08:00

customer service class had been canceled due to Mr.Yeo is resigned

no more cold jokes ><

he is actually a nice lecturer, wondering who will be our new lecturer

called Lawrence and asked him no need to rush back to college

then I decided to go Centre Point alone

went up straight to Popular Bookstore and get myself the book as shown above

walked around the bookstore before I pay for the book

headed down to Secret Recipe for my ''self hi-tea'' section

ordered drink and start reading the book I bought

it's a very interesting book I can tell

the author is from Sabah, Malaysia too

her blog>> click
she even opened a cozy home style lodge for backpackers in Jeju island, Korean

I am going to make her my idol from now on

goddamn jealous she can travel over 50 countries by herself

my mum will never let me to do this, even with friends

yeah mum again ==''

just wait and see, I will travel all by my own in one day after I get a job
this is a promise for myself

YOU CAN DO IT, DORIS KUNG!

✿ 找到了

2010-01-25T08:14:00.003+08:00

an extremely blessed week I had last week
everything seemed so smooth for me
Lawrence knows why hahahaha
hey bro, see I told u almost everything
don't say I ''fat hao'' ok?
it hurts XD

17days later
I will be in China again
hopefully I get to meet up with Charles before my trip
and of course my Irene Chua
this little girl is really hard to date her out
I've been booking her since 2 months ago?

planning to get myself a STAGE tee
I know my mum will never let me buy online
but but but
haahahhaha I will make use of Chua Hong Tee when he is back from Taiwan
dayem the Spongebob design is so adorable uber chio

✿ patient

2010-01-22T20:16:00.002+08:00

先讲明　如果这没有针对谁是骗你的

请自己对好入座

写中文我比较好表达　

我不懂　为什么你父母赐给你的双耳你不好好利用

观察你很久了　发现你每次讲师讲什么你都没有专心听

有时还用很不礼貌的语气要他再重复一次

知道吗　有时他已经重复第二遍了

如果你哪里不懂　我很欢迎你来问我　

偶尔　不要每次

可是如果是你没有专心听课　后果拜托请自负

顶　我脾气一向不好　目前在改进中

所以我逼着自己去忍耐　避免火山爆发

也因为你是我的同学　我会忍

还有

我不是神童　不是所有一切我都知道

我善用父母给我的嘴巴　去发问　我的耳朵　去聆听

不要什么都问我　很烦　知道吗

✿ 沈先生

2010-01-21T15:36:00.005+08:00

guess what?
I met the Shanghai men at terminal again just now!
We were glad to see each other again
He even left his number for me because I told him I might go to Shanghai this coming Chinese New Year
you can't imagine how happy I were
It's incredibly awesome!
he took photos with us, and of course
I took out my cellphone to take picture with him too

I'm not bluffing
I do really think I will be a really good tour guide or tour leader in the future
hahahahaha

✿ 烦

2010-01-20T09:30:00.005+08:00

is doing business report now in student rest room

squeezing my brain juice to decide the questions for questionnaires

just now I was a little bit fed up at someone

I just don't get it

why he can still calling me almost every morning to ask where our class is, what time our class is

I did gave everyone the timetable with which classroom we are using on it,

one more thing about the cs3 classroom today

I did announced which classroom we are using yesterday, either Cempaka or Teratai

you heard what I said, everyone heard what i said

can you make use of the timetable and listen carefully to lecturer about the change and stuffs?

what for I waste my time to type and print out the timetable for you guys?

sheeesh

planning to combo movies tomorrow

Haunted Universities, Legion and Tooth Fairy

[edit]

I did a great job just now

helped a Shanghai tourist and his family to find a bus to Tanjung Aru

but they switched to another more suitable bus at the end

I felt really happy and proud of myself when he said thank you to me with a smiling face

even I'm still not professional in Tourism

at least in this minute I manage to help tourists using the knowledge I learned

[/edit]

✿ fun

2010-01-19T15:40:00.003+08:00

class was fun today

especially during Moral class

Malcom! Don't simply hit my head next time hahaha

you know the consequences

ps I'M EVIL~~~

I will take revenge during class I tell you!

I bet today's class was very fun for you right?

Hope you enjoy it XD

going to do start doing my assignments tomorrow

I'll not procrastinate no more

one more thing,

should I use my angpau money to buy Ipod Nano?

I really want one ><

✿ book

2010-01-17T15:42:00.004+08:00

omfg I think I've just bought a wrong book

history-like novel is seriously not my type

my english standard is still way too far, I can tell

dayem I should stop murmuring and do the reading

what can do? I cannot dump it aside

I paid for it, I mean my mum yang paid for it 頂我個肺

It might take gazillion years for me to finish this book ==''

LESSON LEARNED//

never judge a book by its cover, and its title

ps I have applied for Popular bookstore member card =)

✿ call

2010-01-17T07:53:00.006+08:00

another crazy,energetic night I had yesterday

broke my own record again by going home at 3am

then woke up at 6am, rolled on my bed untill 8am

and here I am, blogging =)

I kinda like night life now, not the clubbing night life I mean

talk-cock-ing at cafe, playing L4D2 in the midnight with friends could be fun sometimes

around 5pm, Eling came and picked me up to her house

we played Lami since we had enough kakis

mind me, I'm always a noob when it comes to these symbols - ♦♠♥♣

headed to Growball at 6pm

met up with Chan, Raymond, Abin and Nathaniel

Jason was the boss, he spent us for the movie

''Woohoo 大日子'' semua full house ==''

so we watched ''The Spy Next Door''

it's a must watch movie! lmao

saw Abby, Ryan, and Marilyn too

Frenz Cafe next

we gossiped everything hahahaha

past tense, present tense and future tense

it was fun =)

L4D2 after that

I texted my cousin, Tony when we were still in cafe

to ask how was him lately

then yadaa yadaa yadaa he asked where were me

no doubt I told him about everything

and I won't be home before 2am

140am he called, for the very first time in his life and my life hahaaha

ps he is living in Kuching, yet he still called me in the middle of night

warned me not to hang out till so late

I finally know the feeling of ''brother-ly love''

awwwwww

gor, I'm good girl bah! I still sleep early almost everyday XD

remember? I told you before that I am a geek right?

Which means night life is not my stuff at all

我已经长大了，会好好照顾自己的.

I bet I've made him kinda speechless yesterday

pss my english is back to ''limited company level'' when I stop reading book fml

psss dayem Chua Hong Tee is currently enjoying his happy happy holidays in Taiwan. I'm jealous!

✿ pain

2010-01-15T10:42:00.004+08:00

我觉得很累真的很累

从来没有这样过

就算以前面对怎样重要的考试我都会笑看一切

可是现在

我在乎不再幼稚的做事

可是身边有些人却...

算了

做好自己本分就好了

有利于自己的不要犹豫

别人的想法不关我的事

today was really awful for me

not only today, this whole week

headachey and so tired

I tried so hard to focus in class

my head was bursting

they said I look down and gloomy

sorry guys, I don't feel like talking recently

it's friday

finally, I can rest for a while now

my 3rd semester schedule is packed

class everyday fml

✿ save me

2010-01-14T12:29:00.002+08:00

assignments drive me crazy
we rushed 2 today
do you think it's fun?
no hell no!

they are watching Sex Drive now
lame movie, again.
you can see men PRIVATE PART inside ==''
haha they got high, but I don't

boring
other than that, nothing fml

✿ recess

2010-01-13T12:50:00.003+08:00

currently enjoy my lovely recess surfing the net

since I bring my broadband along, I don't want snatch the wifi service with others

everyone is facebook-ing around me, and Merle is commenting my status hahaha

I din't have my lunch, no appetite

Lawrence is on the way

I'm going to split everything out to him

erhem not confession alright hehe

just friend's talk

edit//
we talked,
but not much he could advice
poor me please stop thinking about the icky matter
impossible ok Doris Kung!
Thanks, buddy
for everything!

✿ craps

2010-01-12T16:12:00.001+08:00

crap! my life is not as yummy as the cupcakes above

this post suppose to be finished this afternoon

but I'm confusing

about something 'abnormal'

yea for me that matter is ABNORMAL

it's icky!!!

dayem I need to talk with my buddy, Lawrence about this

I have to get rid of it!

yes I told him I NEED to talk with him, how weird

alright back to school's topics

let's clap your hands~

huge assignment given for EVERY subjects

no kidding man

business reports, interview, research about airports, bla bla bla

and probably,

there are MORE coming soon

screwed screwed screwed

everything is screwed!

ok I'm not complaining here

this is what I want for

so I will try my best to do it

achieve it haha

✿ reality

2010-01-10T13:47:00.004+08:00

this might sound crazy, I know

but somehow this idea just pop out from my mind

''let's go to the island, ALONE.''

nah I know, I should stop thinking about this

concentrate on my studies is more important than anything

I can go wherever I want after I get a stable job

fyi, I'm currently study Diploma in Tourism Management

and one year more later, Certificate in Basic Tourist Guide will be the next

some people said,

唉呀，做旅游的赚不多钱！

oh, come on

I don't dream impractical dream

I know this is what I want

you see, people out there work so hard for their whole life

but they don't even have a chance to travel

what for?

this job, tour leader, does't really earn money

so? at least I get to go different countries few times in a year

right?

nevermind,

ignore me

I'm just too bored haha

✿ shh

2010-01-07T19:54:00.004+08:00

will off to bed right away after post this

I'm sick, again

plus menstrual pain.

let's see, I'm not going to talk about my ''first'' day of class

I've complained a lot about this in facebook.

confusing, not organised, and what can I say?

FML

combo-ed 2 horrow movies just now

Paranornal Activity sucks

go watch it if you have insomnia problem

Ju-On, confusing as always

the best part was only when I see my Seito ♥

too adorable to ignore

end of story

ps. I got A3 for communication skils, B1 for financial =)

✿ way to go

2010-01-06T06:50:00.002+08:00

seriously, Tumblr rocks
I can follow people who post nice pictures and meaningful quote
you can see I've put something at my sidebar
I copied it down from Tumblr
some I can handle, but still there are 4 things I need to learn and master them
distinguish sense from nonsense, accept change as inevitable, admit mistakes and be calm

glad to hear from friends that my english is improved
nah I still talk rojak language lmao
I do take it serious and put effort in master my english
kinda regret din't learn properly in high school
never mind I read Essential English Usage & Grammar, learn by reading books and even by reading blogs (envy-not, charleschua, xiaxue and cheeserland)

it helps I swear

craving for horrow movie now

should I combo JU-ON and Paranormal Activity tomorrow alone?

hehehehhehehehe

✿ dear friend

2010-01-05T10:55:00.007+08:00

do you think I really want to ke poh about people?

I don't even give a shit to them

telling you it's not a good idea not to attend classes tomorrow

first day of class is really important to give good image to your lecturer

IS FOR YOUR OWN FUTURE SAKE

since you said you've your plan and reason bla bla bla

fine I will leave you alone and stop nagging like I'm mother of yours

p/s you have to learn this seriously, ask your lecturer or senior-in-charge bout everything in college, not your friend or even me

i know you are trying hard to earn money so that you can meet up with your girl friend in Australia

but do you ever think that what can you give her if you don't have a good future?

study now can give you and her a BETTER future than what you can give her now

or you don't think you and her can last long? sarcastic enough.

my words maybe harsh but think about it

and don't ever say this to me

'' i'm not like you everyday stay at home''

first, where do you expect me to go? work? I also want what. but I have family trip to Sarawak and I have this serious family issue to deal with. Which boss is so kind-hearted to hire a worker on leave for so long?

second, I stay at home not only eat, shit, sleep and online. I did revision and read english book to improve my lousy english so that I can talk confidently in front of everyone and my future customers.

third, my house only got one car and my mum need to use it. yea you also can blame me not taking license. I admit it I lazy fat ass and I don't give excuses for this.

you said that you accept what I am

you know I don't hide my emotion

that's why I'm here telling you the truth and not only because that is my opinion

accept it or not it's up to you now

rest well

you also know i always be here when you need me

✿ geek

2010-01-04T13:56:00.003+08:00

since orientation is none of my business

I've been told I can not to go school by senior

and now I am chatting with my long-time-no-contact cousin

fyi he is now in somewhere in west Malaysia

still remember the first and the last time i saw him in Kuching is when i was 8

I can remember clearly I followed wherever he goes *shy*

look forward to see him again

Tony, must deal with yiyi k?

I will bring you to islands, eat lamb stay XD

finished Hunted.

Imma vampyre story geek ♥

✿ free time

2010-01-04T07:55:00.002+08:00

so yeah, finally Eling is back to KK again

I was hoping someone would drag me out from home to play L4D2

and then the next minute Eling asked me out to play oh-my-mama heaven L4D2

witches, boomers, hunters and bla bla bla

I seriously have to improve my lousy skills so I won't pull my team mates' leg ><

after 3 or 4 rounds

Cantik and Jason brought us to Haha Pub at Lintas

yea yea I drank one and a half cup

I was not sure whether i should drink or not

because I am allergic to red wine before

but Eling asked my to try beer, maybe theres no problem for me to drink beer

and we played cards

I know I know, I know I suck

only know how to play ''21 points'' and ''heart attack''

so Jason taught me how to play ''cho-dai- D''

he was like teaching a kindergarden kid how to read ==''

but we had fun after all still

I won a round and he couldn't even accept the fact XD

went home around 130am

bathed then headed to bed

oh, my msn is working again =)

✿ let's smile

2009-12-27T09:27:00.003+08:00

兩年暌違了兩年之久
終於他們又再次出發
發行讓我們一起微笑吧
他們從來不曾讓我失望過
歌曲紅潮,讓我們一起微笑吧，荊棘裡的花，HERO
湘婷我非常地喜歡

✿ a short update

2009-12-26T21:23:00.002+08:00

✿ Forgive me for not updating my blog like i used to be. I don't have the force to blog.
✿ Still collecting ideas from website to renovate my lovely bedroom.
✿ 100 bucks left. Going to get myself a wallet, small pink bottle, pencil case, coaster, pink boxes and probably English Usage book.
✿ Shall study hard at English even though Shareen says my English is improved.
✿ Relationship between me and my mum is getting closer. This is what i want.
✿ Waiting pink Samsung Corby to release in Sabah.
✿ Must slim down to at least 50kg. I need to fit in those short pants!

doomed!

2009-12-23T12:43:00.002+08:00

guess what?

i got lot of things to blog

but now i don't feeling like blogging

damn shit

wait wait i'll be back

don't worry

maybe after christmas?

damn that time more stuffs to blog

how how how?

✿sarawak

2009-12-08T15:09:00.002+08:00

I'm currently enjoy my holidays in Kuching
just arrived here from Sibu
ate a lot this few days
cousin fed me with foods everyday
so don't feel weird if you saw a '' 5 months pregnant '' lady say Hi to you
IT'S ME =)

will be back on Sunday
please wait for my photos, alright?

oh yea,
i never know i have a very handsome cousin brother ^^

dream

2009-12-03T17:32:00.001+08:00

i dreamed something bad about my mommy 4 o'clock this morning
it was really scary
imagine you mum's get into car accident in front of you
what will you do?

she woke up at 3 o'clock because she can't sleep well
my mind was full with the communication skill's definition and stuff so i thought it was about the time for me to wake up
for you information i usually wake up at 5
mommy asked me to get back to sleep but i ended up with that super bad dream
i ran out, hugged my mom and cried
am really scared one day this would happen
no, i don't want to live with my dad
i won't let this happen to my mom

mommy, I'll be your side no matter what
come across my dead body if you dare to bully my mom

✿ luck

2009-11-30T15:18:00.004+08:00

不懂要怪自己糊涂还是真的是犯太岁

今早要不是妈提醒我作业还没交赶紧回家

回到家才发现没有纸可以影印了

我的天好才我找到救星

THANK YOU, CHIM

倒霉的不只这件事

阿迪给我两份notes 我只读到一份

一直到早上才发现屌

回到college 死命背

你一定以为我死定了对不对？

可是冥冥中每次大难临头都好像会有贵人帮助

或是大事化小小事化无

那另外一份考试一题也没有

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

感谢主

lastly,

i would like to thank Charles for everything

you know i know lar =)

mwarhhh XD

✿ 全部是屁

2009-11-27T11:54:00.003+08:00

昨天又帮妈灌输道理

奇迹她认同我某些想法

叔叔关于好人的道理我不再认同

不要跟我讲什么别人也在等你对他好所以你要对人家好

我曾经也是个好人人不犯我我不犯人的好人

可是我得到的是什么？

利用伤害和背叛

你们老人家吃盐多过我们吃米

但这并不代表你们所谓的思维和看法我们也要认同

现在的社会太现实了

不是每个人会珍惜你对他的好拜托

脱离高中生活就快一年了

外面的世界也不会是单纯没心机

人人都只会为自己的利益着想

你是死是活谁鸟你

当烂好人的苦头老娘我最近尝过了

谁是真正对我好我现在可要张大眼睛看清楚

教训

不要随便相信人

不要乱对别人好

不要给人占便宜

绝对要对自己好为自己设想

✿ like & dislike

2009-11-25T14:51:00.008+08:00

我喜歡

一個人靜靜地想東西，史迪奇，線條，格子，所有可愛的東西，粉色系，抱電燈柱或樹木，長長的直發，臺灣，廣東話，油站的味道，星巴克的焦糖瑪奇朵，咖啡豆的芝士蛋糕，有錢的時候一個人逛街，睡覺前發白日夢，面子書cafe世界，寫網志，拍些有的沒的的相片，貓貓，悲傷情歌，鄭元暢 ...

我討厭
毛毛蟲，背叛，自私，苦瓜，月經，沒有錢，寂寞，夜店，明明很瘦卻硬說自己胖的人小心我打你...

我喜歡的東西多不勝數
討厭的其實也還好都是一些比較內心的東西
人不犯我我不犯人只要不踩到我的尾巴我不會去討厭

靠
又再騙更新
讀書讀到昏頭昏腦
解脫我要解脫

✿ five sails

2009-11-25T08:48:00.010+08:00

the birthday girl, Shareen

dom't worry so much eh

i believe someone outside will be your true love one day

we are still young bah

enjoy single life first =)

esther and fee

fee and ian

me and nanni

xiaoping, i miss you a lot

still remember we used to go canteen together during recess?

still remember we gossiped around?

here come the foods

this is my first plate

the waiter took away my second plate when my main cuisine been served

and asked me to get again after i finish the main cuisine

eii brother, i don't waste food one lar!

DESERTSSSSSS

you guys should know that i love to take photo of food especially desert

*drooling*

please go to Sutera Harbour or Shangri-La for buffet

never ever go to the Hotel starts with letter P in KK

i recommended Shangri-La near GSC

✿ clown

2009-11-24T08:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHAREEN

yesterday night was great

we did enjoy out buffet dinner at Five Sails, Magellan Sutera

it's been a long time we didn't organize a gathering like this

we laughed, we shared, we made noise

luckily there were only few customers in the restaurant

The clown of the day - Ian Goh

i bet everyone agreed with this =)

as usual

photos will be upload tomorrow

✿ pizza

2009-11-23T08:40:00.009+08:00

preparing before the presentation starts

my props

Marilyn - Italy

Chim - Caterpillar handicraft

Magic show

Vincent - Tun Dr.Mahathir
he even asked us to shout ''Merdeka ''
lmao

Mikee - Friendship bracellete

Malcom - Karate

we went to Little Italy after the presentation
i din't eat anything since morning
this is the first time and also the last time
i prefer Pizza Hut more
but i would like to try their homemade lemonnade since everyone said it tastes good

✿ 三个愿望

2009-11-21T18:00:00.002+08:00

slept over at Joyce's house

my very first time sleep over at friend's house

poor Joyce she has to sleep early with me

because life without msn i sleep quite early

i've finished the communication skills' presentation

yesterday was a day full of complaints

but i managed to dine in at Little Italy

thanks Mel for the voucher

photos will be upload on Monday

please be patient =)

✿ give me money

2009-11-19T16:16:00.003+08:00

the group conversation was funny

we were making fun of Chona

for you information, she is a Philipine and she cannot understand Malay and Chinese that well

so here it goes

we asked her to speak Chinese

Chona : 我没有钱，给我钱！( i don't have money, give me money! )

*LOL*

Vincent : your 老公 (husband) is Orang Cina?

Esther : *whispering* yeah her lao gong is Chinese.

Chona : lao gong? orang utan? ORANG HITAM (black men)!

this is really funny if you are there with us

the ways she speaks Chinese is cute ><

✿ SHINee

2009-11-19T08:59:00.003+08:00

guys, i'm currently in love with this korean boys band <3
their songs are all catchy catchy and i do think their dance moves are awesome

don't you think Taemin is just too adorable?
i dumped my books aside and keep my eyes on the screen just to watch their performance and tv show yesterday night
Minho and Key are cute too
all my friends know that i like those guys who look a little bit sissy
you cant blame me for this

awww they melt my heart >3333<

✿ memories

2009-11-18T09:38:00.004+08:00

my beloved vice principal

she still can recognise me but she forgot what my name is ><

my beloved primary 6 form teacher

now the library has aircond

this is so unfair ='(

this used to be my classroom 6H

nah Lawrence

6A class

✿ betrayed

2009-11-17T06:50:00.004+08:00

today is not a good day for me

hmm suppose to say that this year is not a good year for me

i am doomed

everything seem so wrong to me

lost my beloved stuff

studied wrong book when exam

get caught by lecturer and he don't even give me a chance to explain but humiliate me straight away

great that i still have my mommy with me to go through everything

i know i can't be a really good daughther

but i can guarantee that i will take good care of you when i go out to work next time

photos of today will be upload tomorrow

i was really happy to see my primary school vice principal and form teacher =)

✿ 2012

2009-11-16T15:36:00.002+08:00

life is getting busier

i just hope to finish up all my assignments, presentations and exam as soon as possible

so that i can enjoy my lovely holidays with my besties after i come back from Kuching

communication skill is not a problem so far because i can handle it quite well

but what makes me headache is the organisation behaviour's assignment

it is too hard for everyone of us

and the notes are totally different from what lecturer teaches us

what am i going to study for final exam then?

shoot me please! i rather die if i have to resit

going back to Chung Hwa kk to attend the graduation day tomorrow

it's been a long time i din't go back there to visit the teachers

my mission is to help xii xeer to take photos

thank god Mr. Differy allows me to leave earlier

oh ya

2012 is awesome

i got a lot of messages from the movie

people should not be selfish and we should be prepared for everthing before it is too late

and Zombie land is a big no no

no point, so it's not worth to watch

CS Final Draft

2009-11-15T16:28:00.003+08:00

안녕, 친구야 (hello,my friends). I would like to take up about 20 minutes of your time to teach you how to read and write Hangeul, the Korean Alphabet. I will start by teaching you only simple consonants and vowels because consonant cluster and diphthong are way more complicated.So now, before you learn the pronunciation, you need to know how the Korean Alphabet looks like. Please look at the paper on your hand, I will teach you the pronunciation one by one.Hangeul is always come in block. Finally, after learning all these consonants and vowels, I will be teaching you how to sing the famous "3 Little Bears" song (the lyrics will be write in Korean) and see how well you can read Hangeul.

Hangeul was designed so that even a commoner could learn to read and write. The Haerye says "A wise man can acquaint himself with them before the morning is over; a stupid man can learn them in the space of ten days."

✿ dream

2009-11-14T21:16:00.001+08:00

一直有這個念頭
想要獨自一個人去旅行
我是獨生女這願望恐怕很難實現
touchwood除非爸媽上天堂

我懂在你們心里永遠都是小孩
可是你們不放手我永遠都不會長大
至少讓我和朋友出遠門
所謂的出遠門並不是inbound而是outbound
跟他們一起可以沒有束縛地逛

我有一個夢想
工作的第一年收入的十分之三進我的旅行基金作為機票和旅費
一年後獨自一個人重遊台灣

✿ 9 fen pu

2009-11-12T16:16:00.003+08:00

雞蛋你 Chua Jik Zhao
你讓我懷念起在臺灣那短短八天的時光
噢我最愛的九份鋪
剛剛去看了哞的網志更新
我的天正好是九份鋪
民宿，古早味的店鋪，好吃的小吃，還有一些有的沒的的小東西
拜托不要再虐待我了
不要逼我明年的壓歲錢全部拿去貢獻買飛機票

sorry Ms. Freda,
i cannot express well how i miss Taiwan in english
so i choose to use chinese to write this post
but i leave a link for you
photos of my favourite place in Taiwan =)

http://mooling.pixnet.net/album/set/14619758

✿alone

2009-11-11T14:38:00.004+08:00

Organisation behaviour's assignment is half-way done

bet i can finish it by thursday

final-term is coming really soon

this time i'm not going to worry too much because i can handle the 3 subjects

can't wait to go Kuching to meet with my Aunt (mammi's 5th sister) after exam

Eling and Cassandra are coming back too during December

hopefully we can go to island once again before feefee goes study oversea

how sad

all of my best friends are not around next year

i only manage to meet them few times a year

dayem i don't want to think about this

who else willing to come Damai and accompany me for lunch?

who else will listen to me when i have love problem?

who else will watch haunted movie with me?

no one will complain her problem to me anymore

no one will ''muk liang zai'' with me anymore

no one will gossip with me anymore

please lar Doris Kung

why you have to think so much?

appreciate what you have now before they are gone lar

ya right

i don't want to be alone bah ish

by the way,

this is my 450th posts!